Jessica? Master Jessica? Tell me if this meets ur approval lol...Jess wants an update so she has somthing to read..so im going to give her one...So..
hmm..
Since i last updated..
ive gotten sick! yeah! man o man o man how i enjoy being sick...the sleepless nights..the chills..the cold sweats...YES! thats the life..went to the doctor..got all this nice blood work done..mm blood work..dont you just love getting poked at with little needles until they find a vein--and then have them SUCK the blood out of you..mm...THATS the life. But it was kinda cool..when i went to the lab to get my blood drawn..i saw this lady that I recognized (my mom always was in the lab, like every other day, and id go sometimes) well i asked this lady if she remembered my mom...and she finally realized who iwas..and we got to talking..and she started crying! it was so sad!! i was kinda scared to have her draw my blood cause of all that..but ohwell..it was an adventure..and i got to pee in the cup! oh how i love peeing in that little cup..
youd think theyd give you some sort of like...i dont know..bigger shooting range..but no...no no..its easier for guys, they have something to aim with..but unless a girl knows the precise spot pee comes out--then its like a drip drip guessing game...argh...but hey! we manage!
hmm...
finally went to school today, felt horrible..but i went..cause my dad gave me crap about it this morning--I wanted to laythere for FIVE minutes and he like SCREAMS and tells me im lazy and i need to get my ass out of bed--OH OKAY..cause im not SICK AND ALL..
So i went...threw up in sixth...called my dad...went home in the beginning of seventh..thatll show him..sending me to school like that..smooth one dude.
OH! hehe..here we go jess....
So theres a new guy in my life--yes! a new new guy--none of yall know him--YES! his names Mike..hes 19...i have a picture of him--but since i kinda dont have anything to put it on here wtih...ill tell you what he looks like..hes about 5'10-5'11...brown hair, hazel eyes...kinda tan...hes cute..REAL sweet..like REALLY sweet....lives in the apartments by Baybrook..i met him _____________ (thats how jess HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA)
Hes great...definitely a keeper..
I may be getting my hardship soon,i have to hurry up and finish my drivers ed stuff--and then i can get it..oo yea..
thats all now..
oh wait lemme go do that color thing really quick
You have always been on the move seeking affectionate, satisfying and harmonious relationships. Your ultimate goal has been the realisation of an intimate union in which there could be love, self-sacrifice and mutual trust. It has often been said that "True love is just around the corner"...and maybe... if you haven't found it as yet - you possibly soon will.
You want what you want ... and you need all that you want .. and as they say in the movies .. you are the sort of individual that "By hook or by crook" you will, by fair means or foul, endeavour to get what you are looking for ...
Although you are, deep down, a very caring person ... you are very particular in the choice of friends and indeed very demanding at times. You can be most quarrelsome and controversial ... and it is because of this argumentative trait you can at times explode into open conflict - conflict with even those you may care for and love. It is because of this inherent argumentative streak in you that may have resulted in broken hopes and dreams.......
Whatever has caused the situation...you just don't seem to be able to sustain or maintain relationships as you would wish to. What you really seek is to be able to develop a relationship with someone with whom you can truly share: Love, Serenity, Peace and Quiet. But you are a very demanding person and it is your nature that leads to disquiet and discord...you are like the tide,.. flotsam and jetsam...One minute you experience "highs" and a few moments later "lows". This obviously will introduce discord into any relationship and it is the demanding attitude, the ideal state you desire, is unable to develop. Despite the urge to gratify your natural desires, you impose a considerable self-restraint on your instincts in the belief that this demonstrates your superiority and raises you above the common herd. You are extremely critical of everything that is presently going on around you...and you find it difficult to listen to, or to take advice from anyone. You enjoy the original, the ingenious and the subtle, and you strive to ally yourself with others of similar tastes.
You would like to be respected and valued for yourself and this can only be achieved from a close and harmonious relationship.
sweet..that was right on target.
im done now..
Mally
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