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14 Oct 2001 - a humorous teenage emotional cycle LOL times when i get like this just make me wanna laugh, not really, but its humorous to a certain extent, its not like my life sucks...i have a dad who cares about me, i come home to food, i eat, i live, i learn, i do the things a teenager is supposed to do... But..well..i go through these stages..these occur about four times a month, where i just get SO depressed, literally i get really depressed about everything...maybe its that im a manic depressive, or maybe im just weird..but i don tknow...one minute, ill cry about everything, the next minute ill scream and yell, and then ill be so upset about everything else..but im just generally depressed..and ican sense when im going to get one of these, im in one right now...but i get this really lonesome feeling, like im the only person left on the planet..and i just feel like im by myself, then ill get real irritated with everyone..lik ei just get pissed for nothin..or over somethin, but ill get REALLY pissed off..and then it all starts where i just get down, ill think about everything, analyze everything, cry about everything, get pissed about everything.. and its really starting to bother me.. i mean i just cant put shit behind me anymore i used to be able to and now everything that ive put behind me..is creeping back up on me... like i cant get rid of it its gonna be a long week.. and i apologize to all of you ahead of time if im melodramatic abotu things, or if im pissy, or moody, and depressed, or I cry randomly.. im having one of my times.. itll be over in a few days i promise. i hope. I guarantee well have tough times and i guarantee at some point well both wanna get out, but i also guarantee if i dont ask you to be mine ill regret it for the rest of my life. You all laugh because im different, i laugh because youre all the same Be EXTREME. Powered by CrickRock Webrings [<<| <|A Box of Animal Crackers|>|>>|?] src="http://test3.thespark.com/ba/bitch93.gif" border="0"> You can email the author at Beachbaby0409@aol.com Previous Month Next Month 7/11/2001 - ahem 4/11/2001 - im finally updating--whoopdie doo 17/10/2001 - did i? 14/10/2001 - a  humorous teenage emotional cycle 13/10/2001 - flooding back 11/10/2001 - everything is generally good 8/10/2001 a good day creeping up behind me declaration 7/10/2001 - A busy weekend--with small perks. 6/10/2001 - rain rain rain rain rain 5/10/2001 - Alright well 1/10/2001 - a good day and HOT GUYS! 30/9/2001 - John from Tuscon Arizona anyone? 29/9/2001 in regard to tamis comment what a boring night its been 27/9/2001 - thursdays are pretty blah 25/9/2001 i just wanna scream yes yes it is 24/9/2001 bash her face in also bah her face in II bad mallory bad 23/9/2001 spending time together oh my goodness ... 22/9/2001 dreams tests 21/9/2001 - trust 20/9/2001 Lets toast the night away to friends and forget about tmrw a survey to relieve my boredom with 19/9/2001 recapping on the past couple of days _______________ I  think before i.. ______ 18/9/2001 - alone 17/9/2001 confused and i shouldnt be worried about this crap SHOVE IT 14/9/2001 !!!!!!!!! O TOWN 13/9/2001 (sigh) thursday---a long day 11/9/2001 heartless people across the world heart wrenching stories 10/9/2001 dorky convos i am updating my feet are worn..im relaxing..and it feels so good! 9/9/2001 savior of the johns? studying chemistry and an unknown call 8/9/2001 goodness why canf i 6/9/2001 - studying and other things 3/9/2001 incredibly odd. A love like no other a slow downward spiral 2/9/2001 this blows my contract Add Reader Comment Previous Next Show Reader Comments (1)

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