"you made my life complete, cause you came into my life...my whole life has changed, cause you came in"blahblah--im listening to that song right, i dont really like it--but im too lazy to stand up and change the station on my dads radio--so ill suffer for now i suppose
Today was an A-day..so automatically everyone should assume i didnt have the best day of my life..which is correct..i didnt have a good day but it wasnt a bad day...i took a latin test on vocab which im not sure how good i did on--but hey...it will be my first low grade..whoopie! In theatre i got out of doing anything cause i told my teacher i couldnt open my mouth cause my bars are too short HA she believed me *yea i shouldnt of done it..but hey i REALLY didnt wanna do anything*..third period *child development* i colored a picture of cookie monster for jessica--i should of kept it-but i figured it would go well with her..since shes so fat. And last but not least..i went to english..and got my dandy pictures taken...yea it will turn out bad--and i can hardly wait
Today i kinda realized how much i really DONT want a boyfriend...like it seems as though im SO much better off when im just really good friends with guys--cause as soon as i kiss the guy-or even start dating them..i lose it all..lose all the feelings for em...and then i dont like them anymore--but before that i do! it doesnt make any sense...and the only guy i think that i didnt have that problem with was John GF...and he was a jerk! all the nice guys i lose feelings for--or i just dont like...period...which is kinda odd..and im hoping ill grow out of that..but i dont need to worry about any of that--im only 15--ive got plenty of time to go before i need to worry about stuff like that..its not like the next guy i go out with...is gonna be the guy im gonna marry..and dont any of yall say "ya never know" trust me..i know..because i will MAKE SURE i dont marry anyone that attended CBHS. I think ill stick to having alot of awesome guy friends...and since ill be getting a car soon enough...ill meet plenty of new people that way--so ill just let things go like they should...with no worries..im gonna try and make this a good year..it started off good..went downhill a tad..and now its coming back up--latin is picking up..my classes arent too hard..and im not having problems with anyone at the moment, so its all good..and i intend to keep it that way ((KNOCKS ON WOOD))
**** id just like to say this much..im ending this RIGHT NOW kendra...im tired of it..i dont know you, i dont want to know you...i dont care if youre a nice person, or if youre not--i dont want you in my personal life..so im getting you out of it.*****
Theres a football game tomorrow...but i dont know if im gonna go--our fball team sucks...and its pearland..so well lose...why go to a game that i already know the ending to?
Im tired..im tired of people over reacting about little things..over reacting about stupid arguments, over reacting about things that we shouldnt worry about..why do we fight at this age? theres nothing to fight about..in the end who really was the bigger one? in the end--was it worth it all? was it worth it to lose friends? was it worth it to do things that just ended with you wondering what the whole point was? highschool is just the center of drama--lots of it..and its all stupid...we should all grow up..were getting to the age where these stupid little things that teenagers do are just pointless.....i hope everyone grows up some day...i really do...its just not worth it...well get out of highschool and we wont even remember half the things that went on..half the people we knew..so why not make your friendships stronger now? not weaker--so we WONT forget those people..it seems as though were all doing the opposite.