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27 Sep 2001 - thursdays are pretty blah
"you made my life complete, cause you came into my life...my whole life has changed, cause you came in"

blahblah--im listening to that song right, i dont really like it--but im too lazy to stand up and change the station on my dads radio--so ill suffer for now i suppose

Today was an A-day..so automatically everyone should assume i didnt have the best day of my life..which is correct..i didnt have a good day but it wasnt a bad day...i took a latin test on vocab which im not sure how good i did on--but hey...it will be my first low grade..whoopie! In theatre i got out of doing anything cause i told my teacher i couldnt open my mouth cause my bars are too short HA she believed me *yea i shouldnt of done it..but hey i REALLY didnt wanna do anything*..third period *child development* i colored a picture of cookie monster for jessica--i should of kept it-but i figured it would go well with her..since shes so fat. And last but not least..i went to english..and got my dandy pictures taken...yea it will turn out bad--and i can hardly wait


Today i kinda realized how much i really DONT want a boyfriend...like it seems as though im SO much better off when im just really good friends with guys--cause as soon as i kiss the guy-or even start dating them..i lose it all..lose all the feelings for em...and then i dont like them anymore--but before that i do! it doesnt make any sense...and the only guy i think that i didnt have that problem with was John GF...and he was a jerk! all the nice guys i lose feelings for--or i just dont like...period...which is kinda odd..and im hoping ill grow out of that..but i dont need to worry about any of that--im only 15--ive got plenty of time to go before i need to worry about stuff like that..its not like the next guy i go out with...is gonna be the guy im gonna marry..and dont any of yall say "ya never know" trust me..i know..because i will MAKE SURE i dont marry anyone that attended CBHS. I think ill stick to having alot of awesome guy friends...and since ill be getting a car soon enough...ill meet plenty of new people that way--so ill just let things go like they should...with no worries..im gonna try and make this a good year..it started off good..went downhill a tad..and now its coming back up--latin is picking up..my classes arent too hard..and im not having problems with anyone at the moment, so its all good..and i intend to keep it that way ((KNOCKS ON WOOD))

**** id just like to say this much..im ending this RIGHT NOW kendra...im tired of it..i dont know you, i dont want to know you...i dont care if youre a nice person, or if youre not--i dont want you in my personal life..so im getting you out of it.*****


Theres a football game tomorrow...but i dont know if im gonna go--our fball team sucks...and its pearland..so well lose...why go to a game that i already know the ending to?


Im tired..im tired of people over reacting about little things..over reacting about stupid arguments, over reacting about things that we shouldnt worry about..why do we fight at this age? theres nothing to fight about..in the end who really was the bigger one? in the end--was it worth it all? was it worth it to lose friends? was it worth it to do things that just ended with you wondering what the whole point was? highschool is just the center of drama--lots of it..and its all stupid...we should all grow up..were getting to the age where these stupid little things that teenagers do are just pointless.....i hope everyone grows up some day...i really do...its just not worth it...well get out of highschool and we wont even remember half the things that went on..half the people we knew..so why not make your friendships stronger now? not weaker--so we WONT forget those people..it seems as though were all doing the opposite.

I guarantee well have tough times and i guarantee at some point well both wanna get out, but i also guarantee if i dont ask you to be mine ill regret it for the rest of my life.
You all laugh because im different, i laugh because youre all the same




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7/11/2001 - ahem
4/11/2001 - im finally updating--whoopdie doo

17/10/2001 - did i?
14/10/2001 - a  humorous teenage emotional cycle
13/10/2001 - flooding back
11/10/2001 - everything is generally good
8/10/2001

  • a good day
  • creeping up behind me
  • declaration
    7/10/2001 - A busy weekend--with small perks.
    6/10/2001 - rain rain rain rain rain
    5/10/2001 - Alright well
    1/10/2001 - a good day and HOT GUYS!

    30/9/2001 - John from Tuscon Arizona anyone?
    29/9/2001

  • in regard to tamis comment
  • what a boring night its been
    27/9/2001 - thursdays are pretty blah
    25/9/2001
  • i just wanna scream
  • yes yes it is
    24/9/2001
  • bash her face in
  • also
  • bah her face in II
  • bad mallory bad
    23/9/2001
  • spending time together
  • oh my goodness
  • ...
    22/9/2001
  • dreams
  • tests
    21/9/2001 - trust
    20/9/2001
  • Lets toast the night away to friends and forget about tmrw
  • a survey to relieve my boredom with
    19/9/2001
  • recapping on the past couple of days
  • _______________
  • I  think
  • before i..
  • ______
    18/9/2001 - alone
    17/9/2001
  • confused and i shouldnt be worried about this crap
  • SHOVE IT
    14/9/2001
  • !!!!!!!!!
  • O TOWN
    13/9/2001
  • (sigh)
  • thursday---a long day
    11/9/2001
  • heartless people across the world
  • heart wrenching stories
    10/9/2001
  • dorky convos
  • i am updating
  • my feet are worn..im relaxing..and it feels so good!
    9/9/2001
  • savior of the johns?
  • studying chemistry and an unknown call
    8/9/2001
  • goodness
  • why canf i
    6/9/2001 - studying and other things
    3/9/2001
  • incredibly odd.
  • A love like no other
  • a slow downward spiral
    2/9/2001
  • this blows
  • my contract

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