Ive begun to realize why ive been so grouchy lately..and i think it all is about me wanting to be by myself..like sure ill talk to people at school and ill hang out and all--but when it all comes down to it..i just want to be alone..
i like coming home to nobody..and going to bed to nobody..
i just dont like to be bothered by ppl..atleast not right now..my nerves just cant handle dealing with people--im trying to buckle down and get my school work done...
my life basically consists of schoolwork and reading..
and theres so many things i want to do...putt putt..hangin out with ppl..football games..
but i just dont have the patience or the nerves for them..
oh well..
ill probably break out of it sooner or later..
most likely later