Hey all..my day was so bad its not even funny..and i cant even really explain why..caus ei dont really have a reason..it was just bad..i was grumpy when i woke up..and grumpy when ig ot to school..and kinda grumpy when i left..im a little better now but still..
and today i wrote john this note..explaining to him how it felt like we were friends WHICH IT DOES..and i told him how i have problems with what i believe "god" to be...and how id ont like him pushing me kinda to go to church with him..and i dont want to put effort into a relationship..not anymore..cause i did last time..and i wont again...atleast not yet..and i just dont want to
and so he replied with the whole "then why did you say yes" blahblah
and that kinda made my day more friggin black.
and then i got home and had to go to the ortho...and i didnt even get my friggin top expander off NOOOO we have to wait till the 25th and theni get that of and TUBES AND RODS PUT ON!!!!!
damnit.
mally