Yes. I was hypnotized.I loved it. I have not felt that relaxed in....well....ever.
My crazy day was a whirlwind. Funny, you tell people that the shop is closing and they all crawl out of the woodwork 'needing' to get in before we move it into the city.
Yeah, like it's really THAT far.
I had a quick road trip with my beautiful Ya Yas to offer our love and support for our friend who just lost his Dad.
It was really great to see everyone, although it wasn't under the best circumstances. We did our best and laughed and enjoyed each other's company. And we cried, all feeling helpless, and emotional.
I was tired when I got home yesterday, and the baby did not want to go to his own bed. It seems as though my sister, who stayed over to watch the house/dogs/baby had taken him to bed with her in MY BED. I could have shot her. It was late before he finally stopped walking down over the stairs asking if he could go to Mommy's room and I could finally go to sleep.
I just realized, through Facebook, that my landlady for the shop is still not home from a trip she went on 2 weeks ago, which means she didn't get my lease termination letter. Shit. Oh well, I guess she'll know Wednesday when she gets home. Shit. Shit. Shit. I just feel bad because everyone around here already knows that I'm moving shop but her.
So, things went a little wiry with the mortgage refinancing that we were doing. The papers were supposed to be signed and delivered to the bank today, but I suggested to Hubby that we put on the brakes last night. I have a nagging feeling in my belly about some unresolved questions and I am just not happy. It feels as though we are being pressured to sign, by the broker, without all the details. Sorry, I'd like to know what we are signing up for.
So, it looks as though nothing has changed as far as financing goes. Except for the fact that Hubby is no longer being laid off. Talk about a roller coaster! One week he's done, the next he's not....
And now I've got no childcare for Daughter for the remainder of July. I guess I'll work it out, I always do.
So, yeah, back to the hypnosis....it was part of my wellness coaching session today. And just before the hypnosis I had a light bulb moment, like a real EUREKA feeling. It was pretty powerful. Brought me to tears. It was so simple, yet profound that I cannot believe that I didn't realize this on my own. But now I can move on. I wonder how many more of these moments I'm going to have on my journey? It's exciting, this growing and changing stuff.
The world is starting to change for me, or because of me, or perhaps in spite of me. I am seeing things through a new lens lately, and I like the vision.
I have to days off now to enjoy the weekend. Tomorrow should be busy, there is a fundraiser for the SPCA at noon that we'll go to and bring the dogs and then off to the horse races for the rest of the afternoon. And somehow the grass has grown to about waist-level in the last week, so I'll have to mow my way through....and the composter...it's been raining since last week, so I'm going to dig a big hole.
Off now for tuck-ins. (Hi Aunt Ana!!!)
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