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2 May 2005 - WOW
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Wow. I can't believe it's been almost a month since I've been here. Sooo much has happened. First of all, let me just tell you that he apparently didn't call her, that's what he said anyways. I dunno. I'm done school now, got all A's and one B+. Not too bad, but not the 4.0 I was going for. What can you do. I just got home from CUBA!!!! I absolutly love it there. The people, the music, the sand, the turquoise ocean, everything. I cried last night because I want to be back there with Eric, dancing in the lobby and at the MAMBO CLUB! I'm kicking myself in the ass for not getting his e-mail address! or even his last name!! I miss him so much! I have never felt so comfortable with someone so quickly before, we just clicked and that doesn't happen much. He's gay, but would be an awesome friend! I miss him! I dont' however miss Zach! haha! I can't believe I made out with him, but I guess what happens in Cuba stays in Cuba, I really need to buy that shirt~! The funny thing is that the whole time I was with Zach, I was thinking about *him* I was thinking about what it would be like to kiss him, and hold him, and every time I closed my eyes on the beach, or by the pool, or at night in bed, I would think of him, and how I wished he was there with me. I missed him so much, but apparently he didn't miss me at all, cause he didn't even bother to write or anything. Which I have to say kinda hurts. Cuba was awesome, we went Seadooing one day, across the ocean to a little zoo, the guys running it were halarious, "Are you two together? For ever and ever?" haha! We went to Havana, it was cool to see the buildings and to walk through and see how people live. It makes you appreciate what you have. I felt bad, there was a little baby at the Capitol building, with his mom and he wanted my water. I didn't know what to do, so I just kept walking, I didn't want to offer them my half drinken water bottle, I didn't want to insult them uno?
We went to Veradero, to the little flea markets, I gave one of the guys some of my bracelets for his daughter, he was so happy. I miss the 3 singer guys who sang to us every night at dinner, their voices were amazing! and I miss Ivon, our maid, she was so cute, she left us little letters, and flowers, and made our blankets into fun shapes and animals. I miss the lizards and the birds chirping in the middle of the night, I miss the beach, and the pool and the hammocks. I miss the freedom I felt, and the total happiness I felt while I was there. I didn't have to answer to anyone, and i was free. I even went to the MAMBO CLUB by myself, well not really by myself, but with Eric, Elaine, Kate, Sara, Brian, and a few other people. I even got hit on! hehe! I felt so hot while I was there, people liked me for me, and I loved it, I finally felt attractive. I even had some guys call me over from the other side of the bar, which was funny cause we werne't even at our resort, we snuck into the one next to us and drank all their Banana Mama's!! and the one guy that called me over looked exactly like my ex! So I got a pic with him! Too funny! Then there's that big black guy at the MAMBO CLUB that said I was beautiful, and later asked me to dance! hehehe. I have never liked being me so much in my life as I did while I was there. I miss doing the Commanding Wife dance, and the Entertainment guy, "oh oh oh ya, Muuhahaha" he was cute!!! I kinda had a crush on him, even tho he was probably like 40! haha! Ok, so that's pretty much the update. I'll try to write more often!!! No promises though, until I get myself a laptop!
Later gaters!
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