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28 Mar 2005 - Far too long
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I have neglected you far too long. This obviously means one of two things. A) nothing exciting has happened, or B) My life has been so awesome and busy that I havn't had the time to write it all down. Much to my displeasure, the answer to this little quiz is not B, it is infact A. Nothing has happened in ages. This is of course a lie, as I'm sure something has happened somewhere in the world and I am just sad and lonely and would like to share my doomed life with the world. Ok, let me think. Friday Kaitlin came home and her, Shell, Cara, Edyn and I went for coffee to catch up. This was pretty cool, good to see the girls again. Short lived, but still cool non the less. Worked Thursday with him. Halarious as always. I was driving to work the other day, and my mind drifted back to Thursday night and him and it brought an instant hige smile to my face. We were all standing in a circle totally ignoring the customers, haha, and chattin. Robin came up and started talking about how she was drunk on the weekend and was apparently touching her frineds butt. As both he and I are taller (ok, everyone's taller) then her, he would look at me over her head with this halarious look. She was looking at me, so I couldn't laugh, but I was dying to inside because of what she was saying and his reaction. Tooo funny! I missed the egg hunt this morning cause I couldn't get my lazy ass out of bed! Oh well, I could always buy my own chocolate. Did absolutly nothing all day today, totally procrastinated on my project thats due Tuesddy. I totally havn't started it yet, but I've thought about starting it, and thats always a good step! haha Went to visit my Nanny and Poppy, I love them so much! My Poppy is halarious. I talked to *him* tonight, for a while, I don't know why he always goes off line when I ask him things about himself that he doesn't want to answer. it's kinda funny in a sort of annoying way. I just wish he would tell me he doesn't want to talk about whatever. It's cool with me. I don't know. I realised tonight that being friends with him is cool. I think he just needs a friend he can really rely on. I'll put my feelings on the back burner and give him that. I truly just want him to be happy. He apoligised to me tonight for hurting my with the whole misunderstanding incident. It's totally not his fault that I liked him and he didn't feel the same way. I know he didnt' do anything to try to hurt me, that's just me, I do it to myself. I thought it was really nice of him to say that though. He's a sweetheart and I hope that one day he will find his princess, even if it isn't me, and live happily ever after, becuse he truly deserves that.
Ok again I'm rambling, bored out of my mind, I just wish we could hang out together, so I can see him and we can really talk, I want to be his confidant, his friend, the one he can trust. I don't want him to think that I will take anything the worng way, or that anyone will have to know about anything. I admit, it is hard truing not to like him like that, but I'm trying, for him, because he doesn't need that drama right now. He just needs a friend.
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