Beautiful day today. A magificient blue sky filled with huge puffy white clouds. There is no spot the eye can see and rest on that is not fancied up for summer...the fields filled with greening corn, colorful splashes of wildflowers lining the roads, the perennials and annuals at their peak in the garden. Sitting under the tall trees this afternoon, I ate a small dish of ice cream and sipped a nice tall glass of cola, I watched a little gray squirrel leaping from tree limb to tree limb making his way across the woods. A gentle breeze cooled the heat of the day. Yet, through all the day, discontent. here I sit thinking the grass is so much greener someplace else. anywhere else... I am filled with the same ole, same ole blues... Dear Lord forgive me for my discontent. I have so many blessings....
In my defense, I have taken some positive steps.
I have started a new Bible study each day that will take me through the Old Testament once and the New Testament twice in a year's time. Food for my soul which is desparately needed at this time.
Plus, I have new border, paint, a new pedestal type sink, new scatter rugs,etc. to redo the hall bathroom. This will be good for my home.
I have tons of plans, things i want to do,
yet, i feel i am languishing, more so than any other time in my life....blame it on the heat, blame it on mid-life ....
sorry for my rant.
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