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Could not open entry header file 4 Jun 2001 - Constant Stress Once again I find myself sitting in front of this computer in total exhaustion from all the things flying around me right now. I am tired of thinking of all these problems that need solving. I am tired of trying to analyze all of the information and make decisions. I don't want to make any decisions but I don't want them made for me either. I am confused about which path to take and I don't know who to consult in order to help me find the direction. I feel very alone and yet there are dozens of people around me. But they all have their opinions and ideas and thoughts - it is wearing me out. I don't feel attractive, decisive, optimistic, and although I don't trust anyone elses judgement, I question where my own competence has gone. I know where most of this is coming from. I am worried about dissapointing anyone and I know that I will have to soon. No one in my family thinks that I should stay with my boyfriend and if I choose to do that I don't know what will happen. I also don't know what will happen if I do not get the disability insurance. I am afraid and I am alone. This is not a good feeling. Worst of all, I am still not done packing and it has to be finished by Thursday. Just thinking about that makes me want to take a nap. Previous Month Next Month Apr 2002 Sun Mon Tue Wed Thu Fri  Sat   1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26 27 28 29 30 Jul 2001 Sun Mon Tue Wed Thu Fri  Sat 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26 27 28 29 30 31 Jun 2001 Sun Mon Tue Wed Thu Fri  Sat           1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 [10] 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26 27 28 29 30 Add Reader Comment Previous Return to Index Next Show Reader Comments (0)

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