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Could not open entry header file 2 Jun 2001 - Questions unaswered I am feeling rather philosophical today and have found myself pondering all of those things I will never figure out. Inflicting frustration on myself is something that I try to avoid but sometimes I suppose it is inevitable. Today is my boyfriends birthday and he was quite sad. When I asked him what he was sad about, he mentioned a lot of different issues but when it got down to it...he is tired of his life being so difficult. Always having to struggle and fight just to keep his head above water is wearing him out and I can relate to that. I honestly believe that things will improve for him and I am trying to apply that same belief to my own life. And I don't feel sorry for either one of us. But I do wonder why, it seems, some people have to fight and fight in this world. I do not believe in a condeming God - one that punishes. I think - hell - I am not sure what I think but imbalance, pain and suffering seem to be everywhere and I wonder why. Why is it so hard? Is it luck or karma or just the way it is? That reminds me of a scene from Forrest Gump. After his beloved Jenny died, he stood at the grave and spoke of whether life was a destiny or just a random series of events. Forrest said he was not sure but he thought that maybe it was a little of both. Even though that was just a movie and there is no Forrest Gump, I find that statement feels right to me. Atleast for today... Previous Month Next Month Apr 2002 Sun Mon Tue Wed Thu Fri  Sat   1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26 27 28 29 30 Jul 2001 Sun Mon Tue Wed Thu Fri  Sat 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26 27 28 29 30 31 Jun 2001 Sun Mon Tue Wed Thu Fri  Sat           1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 [10] 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26 27 28 29 30 Add Reader Comment Previous Return to Index Next Show Reader Comments (1)

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