For the past few days, I've been waiting for the organzation to call me back. I wonder if they'll hire me, and I wonder myself if I want to do this job?! In the afternoon, Ms. Cheung called me and asked for more documents. She also told me that I needed a body check before the employment. So, I guess I'm not officially hire until everything is settled. I've been feeling frustrated with myself the past few days. I have so many excuses to not working this job. Yet, I understand I have to step up for myself, and step out of my very comfort zone. Once again, I realize how much I will draw back when fear creeps in. Why am I so easily giving up on what I always want to do?? I feel so weak, the person who is always feeling low in confident.
Who am I? Am I not the child of God? Didn't He say He's on my side? Why am I so afraid of being a failure? It's obviously I know myself well, but I don't know my Heavenly Father well. That's why I don't see what people see in me. I want to see my potential, I want to know my talents and gifts.
No, I shouldn't give up~! Unless they call back and tell me that they're not going to hire me. I shouldn't even have the thoughts of giving up. I'm thankful for this job even I only worked there for three days. Lord, if this is your will for me to work here, I believe everything will work out right. Siam was saying that I'm stepping in my destiny, Lord show me !! Even if it involves more waiting, I offer my heart in Your hands. Amen.
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