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7 Sep 2006 - time for the personal
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So that I can remember this jumble of days.. I'll put a few words here: (type to page)
Nikita's master.. Her beloved popi came to see her today.. She was very excited to see him and both smothered each other with kisses.. He took her to park to run.. thanx so much, but weren't you going to take her .. like, to live with you?????
And I sent him to check on an apartment I thought sure would be available and ready in a few days.. But, not a single vacancy to be found, they clamed. ?? Hmmmm so strange.. since I have a good friend who lives there and says.. they do so have several vacant apts..
GRRRR
So, he is visiting his dog.. and can't take her until he finds a place to live.. leaving it to me and others to find him this place.. basically.. since he does have to work.. oh paaaleeze
give me a break please
The kicker is.. before he even got here.. he had spoken to a guy who rents his basement out.. and lives up where M. works.. This guy wanted the dog as security and knows M as a good guy, and hard worker, who would pay his rent.
but.. M's stupid brother ripped him off and didn't get the apt reserved ! wouldn't you know.. what comes next.. The very day before M arrived from Mexico the place was rented to someone else..
Oh drat.. The luck of the Irish.. (Me)
But.. I was a little worried that Nikita would sulk and cry when he left..
Nope, not one bit.. she has become my dog.. I know that I love her.. and would love to keep her, but i also know she deserves someone who can play and run with her and that isn't me ... she flat has done me in..
I am so ready to pass outGrandson quit school, after I ran my usual interference and got several people on board to help the .. uhmmmm... the kid graduate..
He quit school without giving one day a real try, and got his old job back..
What the heck.. so tonight he comes home smelling of booze.. and I kicked him out.. AGAIN!! I dont' know how I'm going to get him to stay out other than get the law involved.. And I just hate that!!! It probably won't happen..
I am so sick of his crap though..
All my readers know I have been through Hades and back for this kid.. I've spent all my energy and resources trying to make him realize he is going to come head on into reality any day now.. and he best be well prepared..
All my effort goes for nothing.. The kid I love.. the boy I knew.. has vanished.. behind a haze of whatever he is on today.. or tomorrow or yesterday.. the kid is not himself.. and it is breaking my heart.. more and more with every move he makes
So.. M said he can move in with him and help with rent..
groovy.. I don't care!! I just want some peace in my life
I am so tired.. I could sleep for a thousand years.. a thousand dreams that would awake me.. different colors made of tears
so.. update made
peace
out largest full moon tonight
space stuff and full moon
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