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Add Reader Comment Previous Return to Index Next Show Reader Comments (7) Most folks are about as happy as they make themselves to be. -Abraham Lincoln What would you do for a million dollar? Dear diary, I was watching Fear Factor last night and it prompt me to write this entry. Last night and for the next 6 episodes is Couples Fear Factor and they are not just playing for $50,000.00 like they usually play for. This time they are playing for a million dollar grand prize. They showed some previews of the weeks to come and instead of it being called Fear Factor I think it should be called Gross Factor because they are going to have them eating and drinking some pretty gross shit. (Pardon my french) If hubby and I would have been on the show I'm sure we could have made it through the first two stunts. The first one was being dragged in the sand behind a dune buggy. The second was jumping from a helicopter, swimming to a kayak, getting into the kayak, having your mate pull you and the kayak, then both of you sprinting to the finish line. Now the weeks to come I don't think we would be able to make it. Even for a million dollars I don't think I could stomach some of the crap they have these people eat or drink. The closest to gross that I could have gotten away with was what they had to do to win a 22 day Africa adventure. One person had to have their head in cubicle and the other person had to scoop up worms with their mouth and spit them on top of the other persons head. The person who emptied the bowl in the shortest time won the trip. Now that I probably could handle but I would of had to be the one getting the worms on the head. No way I could eat worm poop. That's just gross. I need to vent or I'm going to explode Dear diary, Arrrrrrrgh... MY HUSBAND IS DRIVING ME ABSOLUTELY BATTY!!!!!!!! I think my head is going to pop I am so frustrated. All I wanted was a simple wheelchair ramp for MA so it would be easier to get him to and from the school bus. Now it's turning into a whole new deck and the ramp won't be done until school is almost out if even then. This was suppose to be something simple so I wouldn't have such a hard time manuveuring him and the wheelchair now he has made it so it's virtually impossible for me to get him in and out of the house without it taking me 5 minutes just to get out the damn front door. He ripped up the second half of the deck today which happens to be in front of the front door. Ok no big deal. He put up a new set of steps. I was already rolling him up and down steps so still yet no big deal. Well the big deal comes into effect when you get to the door of the temporary shelter he built so he would be able to work outside on the house during the winter and not freeze to death. There is like a 6 inch ledge that I'm suppose to try and get the wheelchair up and over. He was expecting me to be able to roll the chair on the two cinder boxes that are there and there is no way that is going to happen because the cinder boxes are too far apart. I'll be rolling the chair out on its side which means I will be rolling out 60 pounds on its side. The chair itself weights at least 30 pounds and MA weighs around 30 pounds too. I'm not a very big person. There is no way I am going to be able to manage this. I've been patient up until tonight. I had to walk away from him because I was about to loose my cool. It just seems like he really isn't trying to do anything to make things more convient for me. He'll make things more convient for him but not for me. It just makes me so damn mad sometimes that I want to scream. AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Ok I think I feel a little bit better but I still am frustrated. I guess it really wouldn't be so bad if our stupid winter didn't last for half the year. That is the worst thing about living in Alaska. When it's summer it's great around here. It is really beautiful. Matter of fact it is pretty beautiful during the winter too. I just wish it wasn't soooooooooooooooooooo long. Ok well I think I'm done venting for right now. I'm tired so I'm going to go take a shower and then go to bed. *Note* This entry was suppose to be on the 12th but since I had already made an entry on the 13th I thought it would be pretty stupid to go back since I had already went forward. Reader Comments for 1/12 Dear diary, I've decided that every day probably at the end of each day I'm going to make an entry to respond and than every one for the comments that they have left. I don't know I guess it only seems right. I'm sure everyone would like to know that I actually have been reading the comments and not just ignoring them. I really do appreciate them and thanks to everyone that has been leaving them. To Allimom: Thanks for the comment. I don't know if I would want to be a snore. I'm afraid I may wake myself up. LOL To G0thica: Yeah my classes are pretty interesting if your into the medical stuff. This semester I'm finishing up all of the required classes to get my degree. In the fall and next spring I will be doing my clinical procedures and office procedures. Those are the classes that will be preparing me to work in a medical office. I'll be learning to to work in an office environment and I will also be learning how to assist a doctor in the examining room and how to do the things that I will be able to do without the doctor being around like giving shots, etc. Then I will be doing my externship next summer. I will be through with school then and able to graduate. After the externship I will have to take the board exam and if I pass it I will be a CMA (certified medical assistant). I'm pretty excited about that. To Sez: Honestly I'm pretty impressed that I'm able to do all of this stuff my self. Sometimes I think I'm going to loose my sanity but hubby has been somewhat good at helping around the house so that takes a lot of the pressure off and allows me to concentrate on my studies more. I usually work some on my school work and when the kids start wanting attention I stop and I hang out with them for a few hours then I will work some more. I will continue that trend until it's their bedtime. Once they are in bed that is when I do the work around the house that needs done. I try and keep the house picked up and somewhat organized so when the kids go to bed I don't have much to do and I can then finish up whatever I was working on for school and relax some before I have to head to bed. I think if I didn't have my calendar I wouldn't be this organized or sane. My calendar is my lifeline. Until tomorrow........ Please leave a comment. I would love to hear what you have to say! If you leave a comment in regards to one of my friends only entries, please make the comments private. Thank you! If you get the chance put your pin on my guestmap. It will only take a second and I would love to see where everyone is from! Previous Month Next Month Mar 2008 Sun Mon Tue Wed Thu Fri  Sat             1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26 27 28 29 30 31 Feb 2008 Sun Mon Tue Wed Thu Fri  Sat           1 2 3 4 5 [6] 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26 27 28 29 Jan 2008 Sun Mon Tue Wed Thu Fri  Sat     1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26 27 28 29 30 31 Add Reader Comment Previous Return to Index Next Show Reader Comments (7)

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