My diary here is where I can publish my thoughts publicly or privately. I feel comfortable here and definitely not alone in the diarist world of life. I may be have to take some time off from time to time to regenerate my soul, my life, and my need to relax and be comfortable. I suffer from anxiety and panic from time to time so my emotions can be a little off. When I deal with anxiety that goes into shear panic, my world seems to spin and I lose control by not being able to deal with what is going on in my life around me very well. I find my emotions going in different directions and I cannot decipher what emotion is true or just playing games. I am here to share my life from day to day or whenever I can. This is my public journal to share.