For a Saturday afternoon I find it hard to find it hard to find the right words to share my thoughts, feelings, and experiences. I have days like this from time to time. I just need to sit back, unwind, and get my thoughts in order to share on a later date. Today sharing is not going to happen because it has been a long day at church and I feel that there was a lot of stimulation going on. Now home from church, before my IRIS hired worker MC comes, I can relax a while before 5 PM.
When I have company over, whether it is my IRIS hired worker(s), friends, neighbors, or a drop in, I find it very hard to be on my computer. Why? I do not want others to see or know what I am doing as much as possible even though I do trust my IRIS hired worker(s). When I take the time to write, I need space, time, and some decent quietness to gather my thoughts and put them in order to write my thoughts and experiences before it gets to late in the day that I cannot write. I go to bed early to rise early every day, so I can take time for myself to do what I enjoy doing before anyone comes over. Today, for a little while DKF’s grandson DM was here playing his games on his grandma’s phone before DKF’s husband came to pick DM up for the rest of the day. This is DKF’s weekend not to work so she some of her grandchildren over for the weekend. I will have MC Saturday and Sunday every weekend now that AR is no longer working for me. I am glad to have some time to write and get my thoughts in order now that I have taken a short nap in my favorite corner chair while trying to watch People’s Court and Dr. Phil. I did watch the 5 and 5:30 PM news this evening before heading to my room to finish writing in my diary for the day. I now have 13 full pages and part of 14 pages of diary entries written now.