I am praising God for two good reasons – actually three reasons. Bing Crosby the Cat is healed from his injury, my kidney is still holding its own as far as it is being diseased. I will not argue God’s plan for me nor will I think differently of what God has planned for me outside what I already know and understand. Living a Christian life is not easy when some things do not go according to plan – your plan – but when it goes according to God’s plan, it will be what it is no matter if I am in agreement or not. I will take what God throws my way despite certain emotions that can get in the way.
Now that evening has arrived, AR gone for the week, here I am writing in my diary one last time before heading to bed for the night. Yep, it is after 8 PM and I am a little more awake than I would like to be. The overwhelming feelings I have had most of the week are beginning to level off to function better since Bing’s trip to vet on Wednesday. I am glad Bing is going to be okay. He is such a trooper, a fighter, and very forgiving. He knows he is loved. Anyway, here I am writing my good night and my plans to be back tomorrow is questionable at best. I do know that I am looking forward to week for most, but one day, I am questioning and praying goes well. I am doing my very best at not worrying right now.