The day has finally arrived for my fistula to be looked at. I am going to be having a procedure called fistulogram to see what is going on and seeing about it being fixed as it is not working properly. The doctor noticed it on Wednesday, August 23 when I was at my two-month checkup regarding my kidney disease and function. At one point, until yesterday, I was worried and wondering about the procedure. I had questions that kept coming up. Those “what if” questions are so annoying and troublesome in my world. I dislike or hate them with passion. I am a stronger woman than I proclaim myself to be. People in my life tell me that I am a strong woman and stubborn as I am, I do not think so. I have some baggage in my life. I am a strong person. I have to be as the need to be is right there in front of me.
I will be gone all day today. I will be back home some time this evening.