Not in the Mood

I do have to admit that this is my first entry in a while.  A lot has happened in the past several days that have made me sit back and feel a little upset and tired.  I am actually still upset for the fact that my friend CR (Chuckles) is physically gone now because he died of a heart attack three weeks ago or so now.  He is waiting for Jesus’ 2nd coming to take him home to heaven.  He is resting now – sleeping and knowing nothing until Jesus wakes him up and brings him out of the grave.  For the past month now I have had four people I got to know in the past few years pass away.  Sad indeed.  Even with that said, I have realized that I moved on and I am moving ahead very slowly.  Certain questions have popped up in my head and thoughts to the point that it is nerving,  Not am not going to say what those questions are because it can upset others as well.

I have not been in the mood to write for the past several days and this is the first time I have taken the time to write.  I have been tired the past few days as well.  My hemoglobin is low along with my Hematocrit counts are low but normal low for my CKD that was founded in February 2016 when I had my kidney biopsy done on the 1st of February.  I will be okay.  I have been taking good care of myself all these years.  I see Dr. S on September 14, 2016 and I am looking forward to it.  I believe I am going to have to have iron infusions done again like I did 2 years ago.  I am not worried.  I will be okay.  I am in stage 4 renal failure after all these years and so far the medication I have been put on to help my CKD is doing its job with the inflamed glomeruli in the kidney itself.

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