I have not forgotten to write in my journal the past three days or anything. I have been very busy since Sunday and today is going to be another busy day. That was explained in more detail in my first entry so I am not going to repeat myself or at least try not to anyway. I am so looking forward to the evening when it arrives and here I am waiting patiently for it. I do not even remember much of Monday except for my schedule and an appointment yesterday. It has been a good week to some extent. I do remember having a heart to heart talk with my Aunt JK the other day. I just took the past three days – until today – to do what was necessary for myself. I have been quiet and home whenever possible. I can say that I have not hidden in my apartment the past three days and I have heard what happened over the weekend and have seen neighbors sitting outside when it has been pretty decent. It rained last night so the ground is a little wet or it proves that it has rained. I had awakened to it raining and I did see lightning far off in the distance – not as bright as I saw lightning last Thursday night.
With this week being filled with appointments (yesterday and today), I consider this week has been busy so far and after tomorrow, I will be looking forward to some time for myself to relax and get caught up with myself…I hope. I have an eye appointment today (this afternoon). Am I nervous about it? No, not really. I just wonder how well it will go is all. Spending an hour and a half in a doctor’s office is something I do not like doing all the time and today is one of those days. I have not seen the eye doctor for two years so it is actually time and long overdue. With it being the middle of the month, I have to say that this month is going by very quickly. I am feeling very emotional this week and I have every right to be a little emotional. Once it passes, I will be very happy for sure. I am looking forward to Saturday Sabbath even though there is no church right now in Beloit (maybe in Janesville) but I won’t go. I am going to advantage this Sabbath and next Sabbath at home. I will go to church Sunday, though. There is Camp Meeting 2016 from June 18 – June 25 and so there is some free time. I am going to have my own – one on one church right here at home for the next two Sabbaths. If there is church in Janesville and I do wish to go, I can see if JM is going or not and maybe go with her if she decides to go.
I feel I have had very little sleep the past few days but last night to this morning I slept a little over 9 hours. Thank goodness. I am all ready for today for my eye appointment for the most part as far as enough sleep is concerned. I thought I was losing it or something by becoming an insomniac or something but I have learned that I do not fair to well when it is humid out and it has been very humid out the past few days. I am not going crazy. Yay! I am feeling okay today even though things have come to an emotional time for me. I am going to be okay. I am a woman for goodness sakes.