Taking Care of Business, I Have to Remember, and Not Tonight

Taking Care of Business

As promised to myself, I did call the Geek Squad number to get an understanding of what was going on with my subscription and refund from the services I have had with them. I have decided not to use Kaspersky Antivirus anymore nor get tech help now since my computer is almost 3 years old. I will be getting a refund in a few days. I was told that I will get an email from stating that the refund has been processed and I did call last Friday, May 13, 2016. No, I do not have any superstitions about Friday the 13th as it is just another day and a number. If I had any superstitions, I would be a very sad person because people would probably think I was strange. I am very spiritual, though, and I already get told that I am a Jesus freak and told that there is no God. So it is the 18th of May and I called on the 13th, and the person I spoke to today took the time to investigate the order at hand even though the call took about 30 minutes. It has not been 7 to 10 business days from my called on the 13th. It is nice to know that I will be refunded the amount in question. With anxiety I can rationalize what is going on around me but I am always finding myself stuck on the situation at hand that has caused the anxiety in the first place and at times anxiety worsens. I am grateful that the anxiety attacks have lessened four years ago to the present. I am keeping an eye on my emails coming in and watching for the refund to be put in my checking account.

I Have to Remember

Let me take a moment here to explain the title of this entry a little bit. When I have anxiety I have to remember that God is always here and I need to pray when time is rough and tough as well as when time is good. I need to remember to pray without ceasing. One of the things I have a problem with is remembering to pray to God when I get into the highest point in anxiety. I have to remember not to forget God is always here for me. I find it embarrassing when anxiety gets so great and I do not remember to pray when rough and tough times come for me as well. I have to remember. I have to remember.

Not Tonight

CV is not feeling well tonight so I will not be able to attend Bible study tonight. Another person is not attending so Pastor Van is not able to pick me up.