My Heart Aches

Today I am trying to relax after my shower gal has come and gone but I have been up and down emotionally for the past couple of days – throughout the weekend – because I have been sad and upset because of my relationship with CSE.  I have stopped her from calling me on my phone.  My relationship with CSE has been in question for more than a year now anyway and now it has come to not being able to handle the drama she has in her life.  She has pretty much alienated herself from those who really care about her by her actions.