My Day

My day consisted pretty much of nothing, lol. I did some reading of Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows – 2 chapters at least, been playing my IPod games, doing some writing (have yet to begin writing my book), and just lazed about. Both Bing and I lazed about the apartment – bedroom and living room. It was too cold for me and my power chair to go anywhere today so we stayed home. I even got dressed for the day – feeling good emotionally again. The Thanksgiving holiday is finally over and I have recovered from my Thanksgiving Day disaster slowly but finally got there. I rarely watch Live TV but have done so today for part of my afternoon – since I discovered Channel 967 METV this past Sunday and enjoying the classic TV programming there ever since. Tomorrow morning I will go grocery shopping with my worker from IDS and then the rest of the day to 730 pm is all mine. I am not feeling total exhaustion I felt from Thanksgiving Day through to yesterday night. Today starts a new day, a new month, hopefully better entries of thought. The past 11 months have been a up and down and circular roller coaster ride that has some loopy loops involved most of the time. I cannot wait for this month to play out a little more. I hope December proves to be better than February, September, October, and November. I have to have some evenness here now and today is a good start.

If I do not get too busy with my not so busy day this evening, I will be back. I have to run now and get some supper and see what the TV world is doing right now. Gotta go. Later…

Deletion of Entry #1 and Some Thought of My Morning

I wanted to delete the 1st entry of the day this morning and start fresh later. Something about my 1st entry did not settle right in my head and stomach. I hate to delete an entry a few minutes or the day of writing it but I needed and wanted to delete the first entry of the day and start over later. Anyway, all is fine in my household. I have had my shower and got dressed and now comfortable. DB was here from 8 to 915 am and now the rest of the day is all mine and Bing’s the rest of the day and I do not expect any company at all anymore today or care to have any company today. I am emotionally okay today on the outside but on the inside I am yet checking it often because I am still feeling the after affects of the Thanksgiving holiday in my mind and body – worse so in my mind – still upset that the day did not go well at all and now wish that I had spent the day alone and considered Thanksgiving Day a normal day not a holiday. Anyway, I am okay today for the most part. I am watching some recorded TV shows on my cable’s DVR box and being online on Facebook. I do not know what Bing is up to at the moment but he is in the apartment some place. Right now I am semi bored but that is not an everyday thing anymore thankfully. I am playing my IPod games, watching TV, reading, and writing, and enjoying my space and time alone. I can be sociable but rather be left alone for the most part and do things on spur of the moment. I do not mind shopping but it is not a total favorite of mine – as a child I did not like to go shopping for clothes – and today shopping is not too bad if I really have to go. I love shopping at Wal-mart most of the time if I went shopping – groceries and other items all in one place most of the time. I used to hate shopping but now it is not so bad. Anyway, I am getting off track here anyway, lol. More later… Good bye for now. Later…