My day consisted pretty much of nothing, lol. I did some reading of Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows – 2 chapters at least, been playing my IPod games, doing some writing (have yet to begin writing my book), and just lazed about. Both Bing and I lazed about the apartment – bedroom and living room. It was too cold for me and my power chair to go anywhere today so we stayed home. I even got dressed for the day – feeling good emotionally again. The Thanksgiving holiday is finally over and I have recovered from my Thanksgiving Day disaster slowly but finally got there. I rarely watch Live TV but have done so today for part of my afternoon – since I discovered Channel 967 METV this past Sunday and enjoying the classic TV programming there ever since. Tomorrow morning I will go grocery shopping with my worker from IDS and then the rest of the day to 730 pm is all mine. I am not feeling total exhaustion I felt from Thanksgiving Day through to yesterday night. Today starts a new day, a new month, hopefully better entries of thought. The past 11 months have been a up and down and circular roller coaster ride that has some loopy loops involved most of the time. I cannot wait for this month to play out a little more. I hope December proves to be better than February, September, October, and November. I have to have some evenness here now and today is a good start.

If I do not get too busy with my not so busy day this evening, I will be back. I have to run now and get some supper and see what the TV world is doing right now. Gotta go. Later…

I wanted to delete the 1st entry of the day this morning and start fresh later. Something about my 1st entry did not settle right in my head and stomach. I hate to delete an entry a few minutes or the day of writing it but I needed and wanted to delete the first entry of the day and start over later. Anyway, all is fine in my household. I have had my shower and got dressed and now comfortable. DB was here from 8 to 915 am and now the rest of the day is all mine and Bing’s the rest of the day and I do not expect any company at all anymore today or care to have any company today. I am emotionally okay today on the outside but on the inside I am yet checking it often because I am still feeling the after affects of the Thanksgiving holiday in my mind and body – worse so in my mind – still upset that the day did not go well at all and now wish that I had spent the day alone and considered Thanksgiving Day a normal day not a holiday. Anyway, I am okay today for the most part. I am watching some recorded TV shows on my cable’s DVR box and being online on Facebook. I do not know what Bing is up to at the moment but he is in the apartment some place. Right now I am semi bored but that is not an everyday thing anymore thankfully. I am playing my IPod games, watching TV, reading, and writing, and enjoying my space and time alone. I can be sociable but rather be left alone for the most part and do things on spur of the moment. I do not mind shopping but it is not a total favorite of mine – as a child I did not like to go shopping for clothes – and today shopping is not too bad if I really have to go. I love shopping at Wal-mart most of the time if I went shopping – groceries and other items all in one place most of the time. I used to hate shopping but now it is not so bad. Anyway, I am getting off track here anyway, lol. More later… Good bye for now. Later…

A New Day

It’s a new day. A fresh start is what I need to do. I can be a sour puss if I want but that is not on my agenda today or any day. When I don’t feel right then I stay away from people and stick close to home where I feel most comfortable. I am not a sour puss today, though. Today is Thursday and I have no plans today except for my 8 am shower with help from DB. A new day has begun at 530 am this morning. I am an early bird this morning once again.

A New Month

I can’t believe we are in our last month of the year already. It’s December 1st today and that means Christmas Day is 24 days away now. Before we know it, in this household, it will be 2012! YIKES! Anyway today is yet a new day that deserves my attention now.

My World At the Moment

It’s 636 am and I am watching an episode of Law & Order: CI right now with Bing sleeping on my lap. I can’t have my laptop on my lap while Bing is on my lap so I am using the next best ‘computer’ I have — IPod. I love it when Bing lays on my lap in the morning as he keeps me warm and comfortable when I first get up and somewhat ready for my day. I don’t get going — really — until I have my 8 am shower Monday through Thursday, and then Friday and Saturday showers don’t count. I love my weekend evening showers with help from KB.

More later