Still Can Not Wait!

I can still not wait until KM is moved and away from here. I am still counting the days and weeks before she is moved out again. Why she moved back here in January if she was not going to be happy here is a question many of us tenants want to understand and have answers for. KM was so unhappy here when she moved out of town and then was not happy there for very long and moved back here into the same old routine of this place and having so much trouble with other tenants and saying bad things about the people I care about deeply. When my friend and at her husband moved from Janesville to Milton I had been asked to kitty sit her cat Cuddles for a couple of days and when I had mentioned to KM that Cuddles was here and I was wondering if she would could come and visit Cuddles and Bing for awhile she told me she did not want nothing to do with my friend or her family and rattled on and on how the tenants are so bad around here, the management is awful, and that my friend’s dad was not liked by her whatsoever anymore. All I wanted her to do was visit Cuddles and Bing for a while … poor Cuddles … innocent to the hilt and gets shafted because she is my friend’s cat. When KM came the other day to see me, I was not too thrilled at first and can not wait until KM is out of the building I and away from here for good! I do not care for her anymore and wish her the best once she gone. I hope the doors of this place does not hit her in the butt on the way out and set her on her face. That is how unimpressed I am of her right now. KM is two-faced in my book. JSL and I, alone more like it, will be throwing a party when KM is out of TM for good. I will be civil to KM for now but nothing more than that. This is my home and I am not going to allow her to run my life anymore.

Realizing Something Unpleasant

This friendship with CSE is fine at the moment – along the surface that is but I have a deep down feeling that such is not fine otherwise. In the past I have told CSE many times not to be late and have a little more respect in my home regarding her computer and things. I have even told her, even though it is her stuff and this is my home, that it does not make me feel very comfortable seeing and hearing her beat on her laptop and mouse while her computer is screwing up on her and she allows her frustrations on her computer All seemed to be going smoothly until last night she began to get frustrated with her laptop again. She even mentioned that her mouse was not working properly and I mumbled and thought to myself that is what happens when you beat up on things. Now… if and when her 4 daycomputer breaks down completely because she has beaten on it enough times, I will not have any sympathy for her whatsoever because that is what I firmly believe in at this time. I am not going to put up with certain things in my home anymore. My health is very important and I want to get back on track spiritually. I was not able to go to work for two weeks – one week was because the fact I was not feeling well, there was no work for me to do, and in the hospital for 4 days and 3 nights. I feel like I was in a whirlwind for awhile this summer. Still functioning in my own world though.