Beginning To Realize and See What is Going On

Today marks the very first day and the beginning of a friendship that will be gone before too long now. I just ran into a post on Facebook that was written by a high school colleague of mine who stated that he did not like the principal we had, who happens to be my 2nd cousin of mine – a relative – and I have grown up playing and seeing my 3rd cousin often during the summers while up north on Long Lake with my grandparents. Anyway, that is NOT all that was stated in that post on Facebook. He had mentioned the fact that the principal had an affair with a teacher at the high school we both attended. I was pissed and shocked to see this post on Facebook where others who had subscribed by liking the page could see it and others could later find the post. I want to scream and shout and choke this idiot so badly but I know if I hold back my temper today and tomorrow, I can confront this high school colleague another day and say that it was NOT necessary to have posted such a post and go from there. By the time I calm down, I can confront this idiot decently and go from there.

Not This Time

I was thinking of catching up with my diary here but decided against it after all. This month I have been on and off line because I was not really up to it. This summer has been a rocky road for some reason or another. I am definitely imperfect but do have to admit that I am glad I am just that. I do not feel horrible that I have not been here for a while here and there but I do feel horrible that I missed out on some real good, great. and awesome diaries in the past three weeks. So, at this time, I will have a gap between entries. I do mot mind because there is no competition I am trying to place 1st. 2nd, or even 3rd here. In a way, I did not have a lot to say really. I have been busy with life functioning everyday, watching television, working, and having company over a lot. My friend CSE has been here a lot this summer spending some nights with me because I have had some anxiety attacks that have taken over my life temporarily. Not this weekend!!!