Tomorrow, Good Night, & God Bless

Well…

It is time for me to head to bed and be prepared and relaxed for tomorrow. I have a fairly busy day tomorrow – shower girl will be here at 2 pm tomorrow afternoon, I have my cleaning, laundry, and food prep tomorrow morning between 9 am – 12 noon. I am glad my appointment with Dr. T went well. I see him again, one more time before Dr. H comes back and I will then continue to follow up with her after she gets back from “baby” leave. I miss her something awful – for a doctor – and I cannot wait to see her again. She now has 3 sons! I am so happy for her and her growing family.

I feel my day went just fine. I am feeling better slowly and surely, and feeling normal once again – as normal as I can feel as a human being anyway, lol. Define normal… another lol.

I did not see CSE until after 1030 pm tonight. I had fallen asleep during my meditation time from 6:45 – 10 pm this evening, lol. I had asked CSE to text me at 745 pm but I did not hear the text come in so I over slept. It is now 1 am in the morning here so I will be heading back to bed – sleep in my bedroom tonight – hopefully all night long, too.

Tomorrow I have my cleaning, laundry, and food prep in the morning. Since my shower girl quit over the weekend, someone new is coming tomorrow – the same girl who came this afternoon – at 2 pm – 315 pm whereas she came today at 3 – 415 pm. Her name is the same as mine except she spells her name with a Y instead of an I.

Good Night and God Bless

Well… I better get going for the night. Good night and God bless. I will be back tomorrow after cleaning, laundry, and food prep, and again after my 2pm shower after 315 pm sometime. I hope everypne has a great night. God bless!

Thanks for checking in!

The Rest of My Day

My shower girl did not show up so I ended up calling Rescare after 8 am and found she was not coming so the scheduling of my shower came at 3 to 415 pm this afternoon instead. I had to go to my doctor’s appointment feeling unclean and kind of smelly, lol. Unclean is okay but smelly is not okay at all in my book. In the meantime, until a shower girl came I did clean up the best I could. Anyway…

My appointment went well. I really like Dr. T very much and trust him very much. He has helped me the past few days that I would always be forever grateful for. I am now doing deep breathing exercises and meditation time everyday – at different times of course. I do deep breathing a lot during the day and it relaxes me. Meditation puts me to sleep, lol. Unfortunately… Dr. T is moving to Washington State after he is released from taking Dr. H’s place when she returns back from “baby” leave mid August. I am feeling better… slowly… but surely… and the deep breathing and meditation does work and I am going to do it everyday. It does not hurt anyone at all.

Anniversary Shoutout

Today is my parents’ 30th wedding anniversary!

Happy Anniversary, Dad & Sandy!!!

My parents live in AR and I just had to do a quick shout out for their anniversary today. They, as far as I know, do not have an account here at DD but if they do, they will see this shout out.

I did call both of them today to wish them a happy day today and they were out and about looking for new furniture for outside – I think, lol – and handing back home. I hope they had a good day even though they were not doing anything special for their anniversary today.

J am so glad Dad was able to find happiness!

I am also glad my mom found happiness again when she did, too.

Having step parents is AWESOME even though as a teenager I tested my limits as a typical teenager would, lol. I do regret giving my elders and parents such a hard time after all these years.

Morning

Good morning.

Today I have my shower at 8 to 915 am, then I will get dressed for the day. I have another doctor’s appointment at 1045 am at Mercy Mall Clinic. Dr. T wants to have an update on how things are going since our appointment Sunday morning. I am feeling better. I am sick and tired of the anxiety I have dealt with the past two weeks. Depression and anxiety does hurt physically.