This is the worst start of my weekend… can not sleep. The pain is so bad I could cry and scream at the same time. I do not want to be left alone at all. I want CSE to stay overnight but she has Ethan, her kitty to worry about right now. So we are watching movies for as long as we can muster. I am dozing in and out of sleep missing bits and pieces of the movies we are watching so I know I am getting some sleep. This is ridiculous. I want relief from this stupid, idiotic, painful pain I am experiencing right now. It is awful and I am scared to death. I hurt badly!