I feel I have had a good day for the most part. Having my shower and getting dressed by 9 am and then having the rest of the morning to myself – checking in at the TM office to say hello to KR the manager before the weekend and letting her know I am doing okay. I was not planning on seeing KR at all this week but decided I better make an appearance before anyone in the apartment building began talking about the fact that they have not seen me for a while. Anyway… I texted CSE to see if she would not mind coming down for a while and she will be here as soon as she can. Otherwise my weekend is going to be all mine and mine alone with Bing Crosby. Biong is napping someplace in the apartment – bedroom is more like it, lol. I have a slight headache because I forgot to take my Zocor medication today so I took it along with two Tylenol Arthritis medications. I will be okay though.

Grocery shopping went well and very quickly. Came home and put groceries away and cleaned and straightened another cupboard in the kitchen. I was able to get rid of a few other things I no longer needed or wanted – another plastic bag of stuff that is, After that was done, C left for the day to head back home. CSE will be down shortly.

I am going to say good night and God bless now and come back sometime tomorrow. I am getting tired and ready to go to bed here already. I do not believe I need any medication to help me relax tonight, lol. My headache is somewhat relieved. My foot is still bruised from stubbing my toes on my grandfather clock – finding out that the top of my right foot is slightly bruised more so than anything. I can walk on my foot okay and just fine and nothing is broken – thank goodness. Going to say good night and God bless now. More tomrrow;

I have decided that from now on, anytime I need to vent, I will use a different Dear Diary account and my entries will be private – for my eyes only. I need to focus on more positive thinking now-a-days, and not have others here at Dear Diary get bombarded with my constant bitching, venting, and complaining.

In a few minutes I will be getting a phone call from C that she is on her way and I will get a chance to get out of here for an hour or so to go grocery shopping. Yay! I am looking forward to getting out of here for a while. JSL’s husband is still mowing the lawn here. By the time I get back, I hope he is done and gone home.

KH left at 9:15 am this morning – she was not late again today – another yay for her. I am dressed and ready for my day after my shower. I feel clean and refreshed even though I do feel a tad bit tired right now – lol… I did not sleep the greatest last night for some reason even though I did sleep most of the night and had awakened at around 4 am having to run to the bathroom – in my case walk fast with cane to the bathroom. I do not run anymore. I would not dare to be very honest with myself. I do not want to fall and land in the hospital because I broke a bone or something. JSL’s husband DL is here mowing the lawn. He is mowing the area by the building now and I am glad I have the windows in the living room and bedroom closed because the lawn mower is so noisy. My auditory senses are very sensitive today. AARRGG! I will be okay. I am feeling somewhat lazy and kind of tired but I am managing my day just fine. Is JSL’s husband mowing the lawn? I have not heard the mower go by for the past five minutes now, lol. Oh well.

More later…

I am up and awake now – just woke up actually, lol. KH will be here in a few minutes.

The nature to run to the bathroom had briefly awakened me along with the TV sounds of Janine Pirro. Having a little difficulty getting up from the futon because of the way I was laying on the futon, my back was aching slightly so I transferred myself to the recliner after I finished in the bathroom. Ever since I have had the bout with bronchial pneumonia, I have not been able to sleep lying down on my back for some reason so I have been sleeping in the recliner most of the time since March, and it has been more comfortable for me. Finding my back does not ache while sleeping in a reclined position for some reason – yay! I am up for a few more minutes – watching Janine Pirro TV show on Fox 47 at this lovely hour since I have awakened briefly and had to run to the bathroom – in my case walked to the bathroom, lol Anyway… since I am still up for a while – not much longer though because I do want a few more minutes of sleep before KH gets here to help me with my shower at 8 am, I might as well get what I have to say before – returning back to bed, lol.

I have been complaining and having troubles with yeast infections since March 2011 – possibly longer than that actually – and now I feel relieved and comfortable from the pressure and discomfort from yeast infections for the 1st time in a very long time now. I hope, allowing God to take control of such once again, that the discomfort of yeast infections is finally over. I feel I have some normalcy once again since the beginning of the year. When Dr. H returns from maternity leave in August, I am going to have her do a pap smear and breast examination and for the 1st time I am going to follow through the entire procedure of the pap smear. I do not like the metal thing that is used and that is why I have not followed with pap smears with my former OBGYN in the past. I am a lot nervous of having the pap smear done because of the metal thing but Dr. H will be there and that will help with the nerves as she has a wonderful bedside manner.

Bing is on the top/back of the recliner right above my head and he keeps hitting me in the face with his tail. I wish he would stop but when I tell him to please stop because he is hitting me too hard and hurting me, he hits me even harder, lol.

More later after my 8 am shower. I am going to go back to sleep right here in the recliner now. Yawn… Good night once again.