Good Morning – A New Day – A New Start

Good Morning and God bless!

Today is a new day so I am going to have a new start. CSE, hoping she will get together with her relatives today will probably not be here today at all. KH will be here this morning or afternoon to help with my shower and then after work come over for a while. So I won’t be alone today … if I am after all that0’s okay. That man will not bother me because he is still pissed at me for no reason at all. I still call him an idiotic jerk with a childish attitude anyway, lol. I have no idea what I am going to do today except read, watch television, hopefully hear from my friend PV, and be on the computer – thunderstorms possibly coming my way this afternoon anyway. Weather states it so – darn! Bing is on the futon napping his little nap. I had gotten a call from an acquaintance of Bing’s last night late and I have to call her back because she stated that she had to put her white cat Peek-a-boo to sleep at the age of 6 for some reason and my heart goes out to her. I have already heard voices outside this morning around 7 am – MP’s and posssibly KM’s. Definitely MP’s this morning, though. KM’s voice made me cringe with disgust and hatred already this morning. Not so good to be honest with you. With it being only Wednesday, the middle of the week, I do have say, despite the rainy and stormy weather we are having the rest of the week, I am definitely looking forward to this weekend so I can get away from this building for a few hours to go to church. I missed church this last weekend because I was not feeling the greatest and needed some sleep and rest due to cramps and a headache. Even the brightness of the day seemed to bother my head. I did not even answer the door and in reality I was not able to for personal reasons – was not dressed properly, lol. Anyway, today is a new day and a new start. KH will be here around 1130 – 12 noon today to help with my shower, I have no major plans today, tomorrow or Friday of this week as all my appointments this week are over with – thank goodness. I had a semi-busy week I guess. I am reading, with gusto, the last Harry Potter book titled Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows and i am half way done with the book now. I can not seem. like the 1st 6 books, put them down once I begin reading the words on its pages JK Rowling wrote. Excellent books! Am I going to read the series again? Yes, definitely! My family has read the series more than once I think, lol. I still have no idea, though, when I will have the series finally finished but it will happen soon enough. I even have some TV watching to do as I have some recorded shows yet to watch from three weeks ago, lol, and I have been watching Live TV lately too because of boredom or lack of things to do, lol, My world has been busy and full of things that need to be done. Oh yeah, forgot I go grocery shopping and have meals prepared on Fridays so I will be busy again Friday. I plan on going to church on Saturday and Sunday this week which reminds me to call TB to find out the status of a ride for me. We shall see. Anyway, gotta run for now. Cafe World on Facebook is calling me to take care of some food that I have prepared for the breakfast run. I will be back later. Good bye for now. I think, at the hour it is, as well, going to read some Harry Potter. Been up since 630 am again. Good bye for now. Later…

So Far So Good

My morning beginning at 630 am is so far so good. KH will be here soon but I will hear from her first to let me know she is on her way. The past couple of days have been okay but a little bit emotional. I am still feeling emotional but happier today. So far so good – thank goodness. When KH gets here, I won’t be alone for too long. I am looking forward to her company this afternoon if it is still on. My morning is almost over and my afternoon is soon to start, I am doing okay so far. Please forgive me for venting so much yesterday. I had to. I needed to in order to get what was on my mind off my mind for better sleep which did happen but I did wake up at 2 am this morning and woke 4 1/2 hrs later. This early morning wake ups need to quit, lol. Not really. I do not mind getting up early to have time for myself before my day really begins. I have no major plans for today or tomorrow now – can not wait til Friday to go grocery shopping and prepare food for the week. Yum on both counts, lol, I am feeling emotionally better that venting has occurred. I am going to look forward to my day today and my free time tomorrow. I will be okay. I think, now til KH gets here, I am going to read more Harry Potter and watch TV shows I previously recorded. I hope CSE is having a good day and that her company did not call her to cancel, I will be not a happy camper if I find out she spent the day alone!!! I am not totally sure if her family is really reliable. She did not see one of her sisters until almost 11 years ago now and that is very sad. I am still wondering why CSE changed her name from CKR to CSE. i would not have done so myself, Why can not people be happy with the names they were given? I think what CSE has done was real silly — it does not make the past go away. I think, seriously, what she did was kind of stupid. She expects me to always remember to call her by her new name more now than ever before. I think she needs to stop and think seriously about her life more now than she has in the past – relationship with her ex-husband still looms questionable in my mind. Sometimes I hate CSE a lot!! Is that bad? I think I need help, lol. KH is on her way, Good bye for now and more later…