Entry #3

I know I said I was going to bed here shortly and did say my good night and God bless a while ago, I just have a little more to say before heading off to bed for the night.

Even though today was a good day, I had done my DLS this morning, I am feeling like I have had yet another lazy day and my emotions about Sunday night trying to talk to KH has been bothering me since then and still bothers me even though KH and I talked briefly this evening a while ago. I will not talk to KH about what happened Sunday night anymore because it is over and done now and I am not going to bring up the past anymore because it brings on those dratted “drama” headaches and I do not live for drama anymore these days. I still see and hear drama around me and it … is very sad indeed. Even at the building I live in, drama is around. Some people just live drama and it is very sad indeed. I have not talked to the neighbor above me about the noises I have been hearing from her apartment because there is no use of talking to this person in reality. She lives a fantasy world and it does not mesh with the reality of the world. At times her noise does not bother me – most of the time it usually doesn’t bother me but lately I have noticed more noise from her place by her or her curious cat.

Entry #2

I did get a call from KH a few moments ago. She will be here at 9 am in the morning which will be good because then my day will have more time in it. I told her that I wanted to get in and out of the shower in the morning. I just do not want my Wednesday, at home, wasted tomorrow. I need to have time for other things and not have any problems with other things going on. I want to have a good day tomorrow.

My Tuesday

6 AM

I have been up since 6 am this morning. No big deal really actually. I just could not sleep anymore after getting a good night of rest and relaxation. It is going to be a busy morning for me once J gets here to help with my daily living skills, and then the rest of the day – afternoon after J leaves after cleaning the bathroom, laundry, and sweeping/mopping, and vacuuming is all done for the week. I have taken care of the trash, put folded laundry away, and got my laundry basket of dirty laundry all ready for the week.

1130 AM

J has been here and gone by 10:15 am with the bathroom cleaned, the laundry done, swept/mopped,. And vacuuming the floors, and then left for the day, leaving me to my own devices earlier than I expected this morning. I had my breakfast and now waiting for the lunch hour to come so I can have some spaghetti for lunch today with spinach along with it. What I had for breakfast was a yogurt and banana, and egg sandwich with spinach. My morning was very good and nice. Today’s weather is seasonably cold. J said that my toilet and bathroom sink looked pretty good this week and she saw what I had done before she got here at 815 am this morning.

Unsure

Not sure what is going on yet for my shower with KH at this time of 630 pm but I do have to admit that I will not answer the phone when she calls me this evening. I am still a little niffed about what happened Sunday night trying to call her back when she asked me to and then she called me back with an attitude that stuck and was unprofessional and unfriendly. So I am unsure of what is going on for tomorrow morning yet at this hour of the evening. I could care less if I ever see her again at this point now anyway. That is how unhappy I am now and I do not know what to think about things right now. I do hope I hear from her soon though. I am tired and I want to get a decent night’s sleep tonight. Last night was fine and all but I did feel the emotion big time. I was so glad that J came and helped with my daily living skills, and I put in a full day without any hitches but did have a two to three hour nap and being awakened by a couple of phone calls at home. Yes, I am still hurt and bothered by what happened Sunday night. I hope I have a shower gal tomorrow!

The Rest of My Day

My day was great and not busy at all. I am heading off and going to be very soon … within the next 45 minutes or so. I can barely keep my eyes open anymore even though I have had a two to three hour nap this afternoon between 2 and 4 pm dozing off to watching Law & Order: Criminal Intent. Yawn. Good night.