A Diarist Hit It Right On The Nose
I can not explain it without getting overly excited, but I had just read an entry by a diarist I chose to read, and the thoughts this diarist wrote about hit close to home. It is so important to have communication and understanding. With those two things not going on, it does not work too well otherwise. What was written by this diarist gave me the understanding that I too deal with people who do not understand me or care to — a very sad thought indeed. I hate being one person who is looking out and instead of in … an outsider I have always felt. I am not a horrible person. I do not need to hear about what I did in the past. I am no longer the person some people saw me as back in my growing up years. It just makes me wonder if people really do care or they are putting up a front. hmmm?
I Am Looking Forward To The Weekend!
I am looking forward to the weekend and I have absolutely no reason to explain my reasoning at the moment, lol. Oh well!
Taking it easy today. Not in the mood in going anywhere today, lol.
Strangely enough I did not turn on TV until 3 p.m. or so. I decided to
get online today for a while using my Acer/Windows OS laptop. Oh my goodness…it is a slow computer, lol. I am definitely a Mac user. I am SO glad that I am almost done with school … 4 more weeks away … 3 weeks away as of Tuesday. YAY! I am burned out and I am ready for school to finally be over. Unbelievable? Believe it! I have had enough education. I finally want more than a educational background now. I want a job NOW! Anyway, I studied today … did my CPA exam review questions and handed them in. So now, I have the weekend to relax for the most part. I took my time to do the review and some discussion posts today. Between 4 and 6 p.m. I had dozed off during my watching a recorded program. I feel so drained. I am so glad that tomorrow is Thursday. I can sleep in before I take my late morning and early afternoon into posting to discussions and doing my part in teamwork … an assignment I want to get done by Friday evening. I feel so tired and wanting some sleep and I believe that I am finally catching up on sleep that I lost a week or so ago.
I do not feel much like writing much today because I am tired but I will be okay by Friday at the latest. I want to relax and go to bed early…if that is even possible, lol. Of course it is possible. I am the “ruler” of my life as long as I acknowledge that God is in control if I allow him to be in control. I do have my period ending here so I am definitely weakening a bit physically right now. Life is no life without God in our lives! It has been a quiet day for me after 12 noon when I got done running about the building talking to management and a couple of other tenants nearby, lol. Bing has been napping, cuddling, talking, and being Bing all day long. In the past week Bing has found my power chair a comfortable place to take a nap, lately (a daily comfort that is) lol
I will be back tomorrow … weather permitting of course. ☺
Did I Write Enough
LOL. For someone who has the feeling of not writing much today has written a lot!
b>The Rest of My Day
The rest of my day went well. I can not really argue. Cuddles went home today around 9 p.m. or so and Bing is moping about a bit, lol. JSL and her husband DL had a good honeymoon and they did not want to come back while I did not want Cuddles to go home today, either, lol. The cleaning and laundry was done this morning, my school work got done for the day … all the discussion questions done today so I can concentrate on two very important homework assignments that are due this weekend for the most part. I watched my recorded CSI: Miami programs this afternoon. It was CSI afternoon, lol. Now, at the hour of midnight I am watching my Criminal Minds recordings, lol. It is soon bedtime for me here. It should have been a couple of hours ago after my friends left picking up Cuddles but a good friend of mine on Facebook
I got hooked into another game on Facebook tonight…gosh darn! LOL. Despite that, I am heading to bed here shortly…I hope, lol. Whether or not I go to bed here in a few minutes, I will say good night and God bless to all of my Dear Diary friends, readers, and colleagues.
The Newlyweds Come Back!
JSL and her husband DL will be coming back from their honeymoon today. It will be nice to see them again when they come to pick up their fur baby Cuddles Marie, and she will be greatly missed when she does leave here today.
Cleaning and Laundry Done
Cleaning and laundry is done and it has been done before 10 a.m. this morning. It is 12:18 p.m. now. It did not take long to clean my apartment today and it hasn’t been taking a long time for a month or so now since I have been keeping it up on a daily basis the past few weeks. Having LB here every week helping with the laundry portion of the cleaning process does help pick up my spirits a bit. When she left this morning, I did ask her if she really had to leave … I did not want her to leave this morning…seriously.
A Quick School Update
I do have to admit that the last class I am in is definitely compelling and worth my time and money. I have been promising myself days of the week, which is 3 days a week out of 7-day week, I would take off, but I just can not stay away from class for even a few minutes. The only thing that keeps me away from class is if we have a storm or something. My computer(s) are NOT up and running or even on during a storm. We had one on Friday that did some physical damage to trees and properties around Janesville, Wisconsin. Even power went out in a couple of areas.
I will be back later…weather permitting of course.
I Understand Garfield
I understand Garfield when it comes to him “hating Mondays”, LOL. I am not having the greatest Monday now, either. My shower gal, LJB is not going to make it today because she is unwell so now I am waiting patiently for another shower gal to come. I believe it is going to be KH, my Wednesday and Friday shower gal…but I am not sure of the time yet because I can not get a hold of the business right now. Mondays are busy days I can see. I can understand Garfield hating Mondays, though.
Where Is This Day Going?
At 11:07 a.m., yet not showered, I have no idea where this day is going just yet. It has yet not moved. I want to shower and get cleaned up very badly, too. I feel so grimy and gross … being a woman and all this week. Bing and Cuddles are doing great.
Showered and Dressed
KH did come and give me a shower. She was here by 11:30 a.m. as Mercy said since LJB could not make it because she was ill.
The Rest of My Afternoon
I had company over for a few minutes this afternoon but that is about it for what was going on around here other than working on my schoolwork and going to class … after all I went to class when I vowed I was not going to class at all today, lol.
Another Sleepless Night?
It looks like another sleepless night for me or at less a few hours less of sleep for me anyway.
I am not going grocery shopping tomorrow so LB is coming tomorrow morning instead of today to do my daily living skills with me. I am not in the mood really since I am a woman this week anyway…lol. My shower gal will be here any minute now so I better run for now. Bye… More later
JS is no longer going to be JS in my journal here at Dear Diary. She will be JSL. If that is I remember to write JSL, LOL.
I went to the Dollar General store today with my friend CKR before noon today. Spent some time with her and she played with Cuddles and Bing while I rested and took it easy. I have a fairly busy day tomorrow but school is not one of them. LB is coming over to do my living skills in the afternoon after my shower gal LJB leaves after getting here about 9:45 a.m. Not a whole lot has happened today except watching recorded programming on my DVR system through the cable company, got my schoolwork done and handed in today, and just laid around all day … sat in my recliner … with CKR visiting for a while.
While at the Dollar General Store…actually leaving the store, CKR and I saw my friends KW and her husband JW with KW’s sister KF, who were stopping at the store to get a Father’s Day card for their father before they headed on over to their parents’ place to have a Father’s Day cookout.
Today was not too bad of a day at all really. Hot and humid, though.. ARRGG! LOL…so what is new for the summer months I guess…
JS is MARRIED!
Yep…she is now a wife, a stepmother, my best friend forever and always. The wedding was simple and quick and JS and her now husband looked beautiful and handsome. Even her husband’s 10-year-old son who was the ring bearer in the wedding the wedding party looked handsome and cute. Even the wedding reception was simple. JS was gorgeous the entire night even though I had left and got home by 8:30 p.m. because my ride needed to leave and head back home to Sun Prairie, and I had such a rough week myself emotionally and physically even though it was more a physical downfall for me than emotionally. I am so glad that I made it to the wedding and the wedding reception today to see my bff of my life have the best day of her life happen.
I am okay for the most part but I am not feeling the greatest right now physically. I have been having many CP jerking moments all day long and I feel my nerves are a little frayed and I shouldn’t be having frayed nerves right now. I should be the happiest woman in the world right now seeing my bff get married this afternoon. What in the world is wrong with me! If it is anyone’s nerves that should have been frayed today, it should have been JS’s nerves … they were to some point but I believe I felt her frayed nerves all week or something to that affect because I practically cried when JS began to cry while she was doing her vows. Gosh, golly, goodness!
I Saw Him…EWWW!
I saw MEE for the last time today at JS’s wedding! He creeped me out big time and at the wedding, I came to find out why he really creeped me out. He stared at me a lot and a couple of girlfriends said that he looked at my butt a couple of times! Ewww! Gross! I am not that type of woman! I am heavyset and my butt is “big” and “fat”…LOL I know I am beautiful to someone and my friends do not care what I look like as long as I stay sweet and be the loving and caring person I always have been.
Please do not think that I am cutting myself down here because I am not doing so. I am okay…so please laugh out loud with me, okay? I need to have some laughter with myself from time to time anyway. I am overweight and yes, I am heavy, but I do have many overweight and heavy friends.
Cuddles Marie Sommers Livingston
I have JS’s kitty Cuddles here until Tuesday while JS and her husband go on their honeymoon. YAY! I have had her since yesterday afternoon before 5 p.m. So far Cuddles and Bing have been doing great in each other’s space and Cuddles being in Bing’s territory and space. I love Cuddles very much!
Dear Diary is Slow Tonight
Dear Diary is very slow tonight for some reason. Oh well…that’s okay. It will iron out by tomorrow…I hope!
One More Day For JS’s Singleness
Tomorrow JS gets married! I am so excited for her! This is her final day of her singleness and then tomorrow around 3 p.m., she is going to be a married woman … someone’s wife … a Missus! I am so excited for her to the point that I am even a little nervous right now.
I Can’t Believe It Is Friday
It is Friday! YAY! I am looking forward to the weekend. We are going to have a whopper of a storm tonight. I wonder how much damage the winds are going to make for tonight’s storm, but will have to wait for tomorrow’s day to begin to get the results of the storm we are going to be having. I know we are going to have a big storm tonight because the weather is getting REAL DARK out there right now. Thank goodness for laptops, ☺. Writing in my dear diary journal spot is no big deal because I can always update everything on a later date there.
Excitement In The Air As Well As My Nerves Are Up!
Tomorrow my friend JS gets married and I am so very excited for her that I am just bubbling with joy and excitement myself. But for some reason…more so that I am a young woman soon to be 40 years old, my darn nerves are up in the air right now and they are just going crazy on me right now. I do not mind what gender God gave me and I do not intend to change my gender or my looks for no one or for myself, but there are days in a month I hate being a woman, LOL. It just so happens that today and this week is the time I hate being a woman. Seriously! I will not argue the gender God gave me and I was born to be, though. I have every right to complain and express my thoughts openly. This on MY blog spot, right?! Right, Kristi. Oh no…I am talking to myself again!…LOL