So Very Disappointed!

My heart is breaking right now…

Tears want to spill…

I am hurting right now emotionally…

The happy feeling I have felt for the past three days has all of a sudden disappeared. I want to scream and holler at the top of my lungs and spill my heart out to the world right now but that is not going to get me anywhere. I feel that the feelings I contend with, both good and not so good feelings, are best hidden from others because it seems that once my happiness has reached a point, it gets knocked out of me to unhappiness. No more spring in my step now at this moment. That has also disappeared for the time being.

I have this feeling that I am being spied upon.

Seriously…

and it sucks to be feeling that way, too.

2:09 p.m.

While I am waiting for my lunch to cool down from being zapped/cooked in the microwave, I have decided to take a sit and gather my thoughts and mind on what I am going to continue doing for the rest of the day. Not a whole lot going on right now. More later… Going to eat lunch and decide what I am going to do for supper … spaghetti is not a bad idea but again not sure. Later…

1:20 a.m.

Headin’ to bed here in a moment or two. I am tired…

given the time it is now … oops! LOL … :o)

I was too excited to go to bed right away after returning home from dining out and shopping with KH.

More later…