Over Thinking …

Once again I am falling behind in writing in my diary here …. at least I am feeling that way and I can be totally wrong. I am feeling behind anyway. How in the world am I going to get caught up? Tomorrow is going to be the first day of April so it can be a start of getting caught up … maybe. My day is not filled with lots of stuff and I have a lot of time to spare to think about this and that and other things. That is definitely a problem with me. I have so many television shows to watch that have been recorded from last week yet that have yet not been watched! I am falling behind somewhere and I cannot quite pinpoint it. This week, even though it is halfway through as far as Monday through Friday is concerned. I cannot wait for school to be over with as far as July 5th is concerned — 2 days AFTER my 40th birthday. See…I am thinking all the time … Even when i am asleep, my subconscious is constantly going and I have some type of dream — good or not so good — or a nightmare. Sometimes I wonder if I am living a nightmare with some of things that go on around me, lol.

It is 2 p.m. now and here I am here wondering what in the world I am going to do with the rest of my day. This week is an easy week for me — an easy week with no appointments this week, but next week I have an appointment at 2 p.m. on Monday and an appointment on Wednesday at 11 a.m., and an appointment the following week on the 13th. This week is my leisure week. Right now I am watching Dr. Phil — an episode that was on at 10:30 p.m. last night, and I love the show even though some of the topics are not of interest to me.

Here I am over thinking…