To Richardsworld Diarist

Yes, LMAO… You said it right … right on as well as said better than I could. Yes, I careless about the tenants who live here. I feel bad about the new tenants who come in here to live and find themselves among nutty people sooner or later. Even the property manager asks how the daycare or nursery is going and all I can do is give him a quizzical look and laugh my head off until I get dizzy from vertigo symptoms. I have to agree with this person as well, too. Tenants in here think that every activity is their right and whatever is to make the tenants happy can be started and stopped at any given time. Of the eleven and a half years I have lived here, I have seen a turn around of onsite management and a tenant has been a manager once and Teamster will not allow that to happen again since tenants do get close to other tenants and that infuriates other tenants who do not understand or care. I have been a product of gossip and rumor myself more than once here and those times have been hurtful and one time was a harmful situation. Tenants have been evicted because of not following the rules and regulations. I have heard of three deaths of tenants who lived here because of age, accident, and unexpected circumstances. A tenant has died in his apartment. I have seen and heard a lot since I have moved in here 11 years ago, Sometimes I wonder why I moved in here even though living alone has been a joy for me and I do not have to answer to anyone but myself. Everyone here in this building come from different walks of life and that shows to how they have lived their lives all these years. I do not feel sorry for anyone who live in here because the people put themselves in situations that gets them the way they are today. I have learned to take care of myself and pray for other people needs as well as praying for my own needs on top of it. I can only worry about myself. Recently … I have gotten headaches and a fast beating heart when anxieties and issues have gotten out of hand around me even though I have no control of others but myself. Living here can sometimes be scary and I wonder why I am still living here other than the fact that I can not afford any other place right now due to the recession.

Thanks for your comment. It made me smile and chuckle.

Ungrateful Bastards/Bitches!

What is wrong with people these days. Seriously! Where I live today…a close knit community with thin walls and floors, and tenants in certain groups we now call cliques have their people to hang around with, can be so ungrateful and so rude. The tenants who live here are so hung on themselves that anyone else who is so hung on themselves makes it easier. Cliques and groups are so horrible these days. That is why I do not associate with many tenants in the building anymore. I have my people, my friends, my group of people, to hang with but we do not gossip about other people. I have heard so much gossip and rumors, and have seen a lot of crap and shit going on since I have lived here in the past 12 years now that associating with many people today here has become impossible these days. Being on one side of the door, inside my apartment is the safest place. I even had been asked to join Bingo tonight but chose not to go over. It is the same group of people playing, winning, gossiping about other tenants who are not there or around to defend themselves. I even learned today, because of tenants being unthankful or being ungrateful, that Saturday morning coffee and donuts are going to be cancelled and we have three weeks left. The woman who is the one who goes gathers the monies to get coffee and donuts every week is retiring her position because she is worn out doing it. I do not blame her whatsoever really. The tenants who come and go to the Saturday morning coffee and donuts are the same tenants every week and they do not say thank you … ungrateful and childish on their parts and the gal who gets coffee and donuts and other products for the Saturday morning gathering. Even tenants have gone to the gal, on Saturdays that have been canceled because of illness and holidays, complaining and bitching about her not having coffee and donuts. It is just childish! It is best, in reality, to stay home and quiet away from people where trouble is not found. There are many tenants who live here who are nothing but drama and trouble and attention getters, and to be honest with you, that is one reason of a few others why I moved off the 3rd floor to the 2nd floor just recently — October! I am so much happier on the 1st floor and my happiness is back, and I am loving this place again. Even though there are 49 tenant apartments here, this building is so close knit, it is like living with everyone in one place with all the tenants coming from different walks of life. AAARRRRGGG!! Oh well!

I really do not like to talk ill about people but my eyes and ears are very impressionable these days and what I see and hear can be catastrophic … seriously! Most of my true friends live outside the building today — two true friends live in the building as well as the manager that makes people I can go to if need be.

Now i have said my peace and my mind is not foggy and feeling so heavy of burden now. Thank goodness!!!! I am sick and tired of rude people who are ungrateful.