Today I am dealing with joint pain that seems to be magnified to the max today for some reason or another. I have already had troubles for the most part of the day but dealing with the joint pain. The muscle relaxers seem to be taking a day off but I believe I am just having a rough day due to weather conditions being chilly now for November in Wisconsin. Only God really knows and I do not really want to know right now anyway. I am just having a rough day today, that’s all. I will be okay though. I am just having a rough day for the most part — today of all days. I know I will not always have good days everyday with my joints and contractures. The important thing is now that I know what causes the joint pain and why the pain is magnified from time to time. Since I have been taking the muscle relaxers, have had more good days than bad days with joint pain and contractures. The important thing is knowing what causes the joint pain and the contractures now and that is being taken care of medically and watched over by a well-known doctor who understands the patient who has cerebral palsy. I have and will contend with joint pain and contractures from time to time — less now because of the fact I am taking muscle relaxer for the problem … than more than what I have once experienced. It sounds scary but not too scary by far. It just so happens that I am dealing with such pain this weekend for some reason or another — more so weather related today due to the fact that it is now getting colder and November is the month of the season called Fall. I am, unfortunately, dreading the winter months coming now! DANG! I will be okay though. I promise!!!
I cannot believe it but it is so very true. Today is the 3rd anniversary death of Emilee Marie Cuddles, my first cat who I had for 16 1/2 years from the moment she was 8 weeks old/ Bing Noel Crosby, the cat reminded me of this day with his understanding glance of Emilee’s canister of ashes on the desk above my computer. What an amazing animal! At first I thought why is he reminding me of Emilee’s passing but as the evening wore on, I figured it all out as the night wore on. It may be silly sounding and strange to other people but then again it may not be silly and strange. When a human bonds with her pet, it does become something of an uniqueness that not everyone will understand. I did have an unique bond with Emilee Marie Cuddles that has yet not been totally broken — passed on to Bing Noel Crosby, the cat who happens to be another unique animal of nature and cat-like possibilities. Bing is an unique animal of possibilities as well that my love and bonding has become eminent and very special.