I didn’t do anything for Halloween night at all except relax and enjoy myself @ home for the evening,. Remembering what Halloween was like as a child growing up, Halloween is no. longer celebrated in my household for two reasons:

1. Where I live no kids come knocking at doors because Teamster Manor is a security locked building, and
2. Halloween no longer is an interest of mine like it was years ago now that I am an adult but I do enjoy seeing other people dress up in costumes to show their interest.

Anyway, Halloween is the day and night of the dead and I am one person who believes in life but not the walking dead. I did, even so, watch some movies that deal with Halloween all day long today and evening in hopes that no nightmares happen, lol. It was a wonderful day to stay indoors and stay warm now that the weather is cooling down and getting colder due to winter is on its way here in Wisconsin.

Tomorrow begins a new month! November is Thanksgiving month and I am looking forward to Thanksgiving this year … even Christmas in December.

Will be back tomorrow. Have had a fairly busy day — from 1 p.m. to the present moment of this entry for the most part of my busy day. I am tired and ready to hit the hay for the night now anyway. I have so much to say right now but too tired to care to express my thoughts, feelings, and such right now. I am going to say good night and God bless now and come back tomorrow sometime. Hope everyoe slep well. For now I am heading off.

I have no energy right now as I am having difficulty with mobile issues with my CP and body. Walking without a cane right with me has been bear lately. I do not know what to think … seriously, I am having one of those days. I think the move just about killed me. Anyway, the move from #308 to #110 came and went and as of today, I am officially out of apartment #308 — passing inspection on the move out. I am glad of that. Today is a fair day — a busy one at that. Tomorrow is going to be another busy day and I can not wait until Thursday to relax and sleep in — if sleeping in will happen, lol.

I am heading to bed shortly and so I am going to say good night and God bless!

Okay – I just do not get it and no more does some things bother like it once did. Many changes have taken place in the past several weeks that now I am coming down from the anxiety and depression cloud for the most part. Anyway, looking back at some entries I have written here so far and seeing the comments left by other readers, do not even make sense and the question is “ehy?” Some people are so stuck on making someone’s life as miserable as possible and I am slightly pissed here. Oh well … everyone is entitled to their own opinion but harsh opinions that are not even related to daily entry or writing that i have written. I have always wondered what goes through the minds of some people the way it works out for others as my way of thinking is different from everyone. Dang! Whatever the comments, this is my place to write – private or public – and I do evaluate the just of all my comments that are commented. Some people are downright cruel and mean, I do have to admit, and I have to take care of me.

Dozing off and on in my recliner with the laptop on my lap. Must have dozed off in my recliner long enough to notice that time has passed much too quickly. I am beginning to crash from all the moving last week and having to be prepared for this coming week. I am okay, though. I am not in the mood to say much and that is okay for now. I am watching, between dozing spells, Law & Order: CI episodes that were recorded earlier this afternoon. I am tired but if I go to bed too early, I will be up way to early tomorrow. My LSW will be here at 8:30 a.m. and I want to get a shower yet tonight … hopefully … but waiting for my shower gal to call. I am doing a’ok. I really do not have a lot to say tonight because I am just in one of my moods that suffices the occasion — blabbing away all the same of thought leaking out of my brain, lol. The move is completely done now and I have to make sure that my now former apartment is cleaned and ready for the next tenant who will take the apartment.

These sleepless nights have to end soon!

Another late night indeed. Oh well. I plan on retiring to bed here shortly … hopefully anyway.

This Sunday has brought relaxation and watching of television for the most part. I did not sleep well last night so now — at 6:39 p,.m. CST, I am tired but do not want to go to bed too early or otherwise my day tomorrow will be screwed up. I believe my UTI, which I contracted another one, is clearing up but I have only taken my medication for 5 days now so it is too early to really tell but I feel better than I did this past Tuesday. I have been sleeping both in bed and in the recliner because I am still not used to my new place and this coming Monday – tomorrow – will be my second week living in #110 since I moved. I want to go to bed early but not too early or otherwise I will screw up my sleep schedule. Only if Monday would not come so soon because I have many appointments this week along with a couple of activities to contend with and it just seems like too much right now but I need to keep myself busy now since I am taking a leave of absence — a B- was my final grade for my Auditing class. YAY! I am hanging in there, yay! I will be okay, though. I am dealing with some depression and anxiety right now — something I contend with in the colder/winter months ahead – winter is heading our way to Wisconsin now.

Okay … slept well last night … with company gone home now … and I have the place to myself now. I do have to admit that my world has been uprooted to a point but I will be planted once again shortly. anyway, my day was a good one — not a busy one though. Taking some time away from school until November 17th or so, I am taking the time to get situated in my new place, do some reading for my next class, and finding my new found world a better place in the long run. I am thinking that tonight will be another good night for sleep but I am not sure at the moment. It looks like another late night for me. For the most part anyway, I am dealing with, yet another, UTI, but I am being treated for it. I am beginning to feel human once again after this entire week happening so darn fast. Anyway, today was a very good day for the most part. Had dinner in the community room this afternoon with other tenants because two other tenants and the management put together a Harvest dinner this afternoon for all of us tenants for $3 a piece. The dinner was for tenants only. Ate dinner and then left before desert was served and came back to my apartment to relax and watch television spending the rest of the afternoon and evening home with Bing and having “me time”. Tomorrow is another day of unsure incidents. Hopefully I will go up and clean my former apartment. YIKES! I will be okay, though. I got this far in my life and world. It is going to be a late night once again but oh well.