It was a fairly good day — a cool day at that as well actually — nice. I had an appointment this afternoon before I went to my appointment, I had my shower and my LSW over for awhile. It was NICE having my LSW over AFTER my shower instead of before but it only happened today because her grandson got sick and she had to pick him up from school and take her home before she could come over. So I was able to get myself going a little before LB came over. I had time to breathe before she came. It was a nice little break for the week.

After my appointment, I came home and just relaxed and catnapped.

Not a whole lot happened this evening really. Just watched television and relaxed. Napped … which was a mistake on my part, lol. My physical therapy went well this morning and seriously, it was pretty hefty stuff. I felt the workout today.

I had therapy this morning. Pretty hefty stuff!

A Liar
Vindictive people are downright rude and mean, nasty and cruel, and idiots. Yep, I can not find anything nice about vindictive people especially when they do not know when to leave me alone. I have just learned a few hours ago, that JT is not very happy with me but then again, to be very honest here, what happened earlier this week has come to a head and our relationship is very much done. Putting a fork in it to test the doneness of the cake comes out way clean. I am very pissed and very done with JT but JT is very vindictive … believes that she can do no wrong. Well … THINK AGAIN, bitch. When she first moved into the building her attitude was mild and even tempered. Well now, it is volatile and nasty. Vindictive is what JT is friends with another tenant in here who is one of those people who is constantly out to get people in some way. JT is turning out to be that exact way. I look at it this way, JT and this other tenant deserve each other and so let them be friends. JT is such a liar and I will NOT be friends with liars. JT has lost me as a friend for good this time. So what if she is not happy with me. She can lie to friends and family but she will not lie to me. I have not believed what has come out of her mouth for several weeks now and on Monday when she broke the straw on the camel’s back -’ so-to-speak – and I did not want nothing to do with JT for two weeks now. JT is VERY vindictive and nasty just like her friend, her neighbor. How I learned that JT and this neighbor are friends is that other tenants have their ways of finding things out and I know two tenants so far who are good in their judgment of character in people. My friendship with JT is no longer valid and nothing CAN rekindle it. It has fizzled out completely. It has rotted away and nothing is no longer there but emptiness — a blackness that shows remains and charred markings that has created a “not welcome” attitude to it.
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A Volatile Certainty
I had learned from a neighbor – who looks out for me now – that another tenant has been saying things about me that were unpleasant to other tenants. Knowing in my heart this tenant is volatile … has made me realize that hanging around this person and another tenant is not safe for me either. No more will I allow this neighbor LS ask me to call her friend – a man – I will have to say no and have her do it herself. If LS wants to hang around MW that is fine with me but I can not be involved anymore. Today, after hearing this that MW has been shooting off his mouth to other tenants, And here I thought that MW could be trusted but have been learning differently in one day. I am beginning to see that LS does not understand relationships and should not be in one.
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In Debt
LS does not understand her financial situation right now. She needs help very much so and she is not allowing it. She keeps putting her self in further financial crisis – in debt – and it is over $200. Boy do I want to strangle her but I cannot do it because it is not place to do so — not strangling her but helping her financially.

I had another night of very little sleep last night because I have a cold. I had to cancel my “flu shot” appointment yesterday because they will not give flu shots when a patient is sick. Appointment was rescheduled for October 8. Anyway, despite how not well I slept, I am up anyway doing things for my day — homework, going to class, and taking it easy. If a nap comes my way later, let it come.

I had another night of very little sleep last night because I have a cold. I had to cancel my “flu shot” appointment yesterday because they will not give flu shots when a patient is sick. Appointment was rescheduled for October 8. Anyway, despite how not well I slept, I am up anyway doing things for my day — homework, going to class, and taking it easy. If a nap comes my way later, let it come.

I am not worried … really. I have thus feeling that I will never hear from SS again because I turned her mother in at the office in the building because she would not listen to me the other day when I told her not to call me and so forth. If I never hear from SS again, oh well. I am sick and tired of her mother not listening to me and so I had to walk away from the friendship in order to get away from the negativity. I am okay.

I am not feeling good today … cold like symptoms/allergies.

Once again I did not sleep very well last night – only had two hours of sleep. Will be going to bed here in a few minutes after I write here even though it is 9:09 p.m. here in Wisconsin. I planned on taking a nap today but it never happened so bed is going to be shortly — in a few minutes anyway.

LB Came Today
My LSW came by today and we got some serious cleaning done today in an hour to 45 minutes. She was here before 8:30 a.m. and was gone by 9:05 a.m.. Before she came a phone call came in and the person was rude and unprofessional. I got really pissed off. When LB got here I had told her that I was pissed off and to let me calm down before she said anything and she listened to me. After she left, my shower gal got here.

My Shower Gal, WW
LB left and I had a few minutes to get something done on the computer in the living room. I had a long, relaxing shower and a massage, my bed sheets changed, and a few minutes to spare before WW left to chat with her.

After Company Left
I did not do much of anything today all day long after my LSW and shower gal left for the day. Even though I did not do much of anything, I still went to school online, watched television, and took some time to be on Facebook. I am addicted to Facebook that’s for sure. LOL I did have a fairly good afternoon.

When I had written in my journal yesterday that JT is no longer a friend, I really meant it, and as of today, there is no more relationship between JT and I any longer. She did not get the message in her thick skull that when I told her to “plz not call. I will not answer the phone” she still called me 3 times. She did not listen and I talked to someone about what should I do and I did want I was told to do … turned her in and the manager of the building will talk to her. I had to do it in order to get something across to JT since she rarely listens as if nothing penetrates her brain in her fantasy world. What makes it even worse is that JT knows why I am pissed at her and she had to ask that question “y?” As if… JT does not live in the real world and I do. I have a life to live like everyone else in this world. I believe that no one wants her living here anymore. I surely don’t. Does she really belong here? I have no idea … anyway, no more JT. YAY!