I had awakened at 7 a.m. unable to get back to sleep instead of allowing my alarm sound at 7:45 a.m… But that is okay. It just made the day a little longer than I had planned. Had gotten up and began to clean before LB got here to help. At 9:15 a.m., fifteen minutes after LB left for the day and week, my shower gal got here and I got shower. I felt so dirty … so literally dirty for some reason. I did not feel good this morning, either really. The shower felt real good … very good. At 10:15 a.m., my shower gal left and the day was more or less my own and I did feel somewhat bored and got tired around 11:30 a.m. and ended up taking a nap until my medications were delivered from the pharmacy. I was, as true as it may not seem, bored to death. I dreamt about my friend DC for some reason. Wny won’t this mourning leave me? I said my goodbyes Sunday and Monday but it just is not passing like I want it to. I did not want to text my friends or pick up the phone to all the calls that came in today. I did not even have my answering machine on today at all. When the phone rang for the most part of my day because I needed the rest of my day for myself and for Bing. Even Bing knew when I needed him the most throughout the day as the day progressed. Bing is such a sweetheart of a male cat. I guess today, in the afternoon, was to be a lazy day for me as well as somewhat boring. I needed a day like this with all that has been going on in my world lately. I have been dealing with several emotions lately. I will be back another day.