That Fine Line

This tenant who lives in our building, who I thought was my friend was walking on thin ice with me lately. Yesterday I had learned of some news … mind you that the news I heard was news that was withheld from me because of the fact that this tenant told another tenant that I would get jealous. Yeah, right! Me…jealous isn’t the word. The Christian woman I profess to be at times I am not, I do have to say that I am pissed off. I am very angry, hurt, and disturbed by this. Do you want to know why?? It is because this tenant is still dating a registered sex offender. As a matter of fact, what really pisses me off about this situation is the fact that this tenant and this idiot as I call him — another friend calls this person a weirdo, have an on and off relationship more than anyone I have known in my lifetime. The bragging, the talk about sex and what this tenant and weirdo do is not my business and I could care less. Sex is one subject, along with two other subjects being religion and politics, that is not an easy subject to discuss with others because of different points of view. This tenant has been told more than once by me and other tenants to stop bragging and being such a “bitch” about other people’s business or she was going to get in serious trouble wrong day with the wrong people and end up getting hurt. This tenant … no longer a “friend” of mine I can trust fully because of the lies she has told in the past few weeks to the past few months now have been so great and unbelievable. Her registered sexual offender sex toy as I would call him is NOT allowed in my apartment. He has lied and done so much bullshit it is unbelievable. I am so pissed because this tenant can not keep her damn legs closed! She is sick and gross. What really pisses me off is the type of person she is and she has proven to many people she has some screws loose or the fact that the elevator does not go up all way to the top floor. It is just downright sick and gross and I do not have to even give any descriptive ideas any further than what I have already. This tenant has walked a fine line and has crossed to my territory where she does not belong.

Yesterday, upon hearing the news of this person dating this registered sex offender again, the heat in my body seemed to boil and become hot that anytime I saw the tenant,. looking at her was horribly difficult. When I did look at her, I saw an inhumane being more so than a human being. It was horrible. A friend on the outside of the building had found out and had told me what was said between the two tenants here and I found that just like this tenant to be such a witch of a person who cares less of feelings outside her own. This tenant has become one person of the slutty or whore nature of sin. Anger has seethed on through bodies of other tenants that have no understanding why such has happened. This tenant has been walking a fine line and it is about to snap. I am about to snap!

It Does Not Feel Like a Thursday Today

Knowing that today is Thursday, I do have to admit that it sure does not feel like it. It has been a long week even though I have had my NM family visiting me Tuesday and yesterday for a few hours each day. Today, after yesterday’s long walk to lunch and back with Mom my legs today are not very cooperative and are very achy. I am feeling like my movement today is very slow and almost non-existent. It even hurt to hold a pen to write so I did all my bill payments over the phone or online. After having company over the past two days, I have to say that I am having some withdrawals of having company here so last night I invited a neighbor/friend up for a visit after 9 p.m. and stayed up until 12 midnight in plans on retiring for the night but that did not happen as expected either. Did get some sleep, but I could not sleep for four hours until 4:30 a.m. this morning. I believe this Financial Reporting class has taken its toll on me physically, emotionally, and mentally draining life right out of me. I am not complaining … making an observation. It does not feel like a Thursday today.