9:54 p.m.

Bedtime is a few minutes away but I thought I would quickly come and say good night before retiring. Today was a lazy day to some degree but I did do some picking up earlier this afternoon, the dishes, and picked up my dirty clothes in the laundry basket. I am getting tired now but nupot to the point of I need to go to bed at the moment. I am thinking of kind of day I will be having tomorrow as Tuesday is my cleaning day, my shower help day, and I will be doing laundry tomorrow since this weekend has been full of relaxation and the laundry room was filled with tenants doing laundry yesterday morning and I do not like to have a lot of people around me when I am doing my laundry. We need more laundry machines but where in the world would we put them.

Time has come to say good night and God bless!

9:54 p.m.

Bedtime is a few minutes away but I thought I would quickly come and say good night before retiring. Today was a lazy day to some degree but I did do some picking up earlier this afternoon, the dishes, and picked up my dirty clothes in the laundry basket. I am getting tired now but nupot to the point of I need to go to bed at the moment. I am thinking of kind of day I will be having tomorrow as Tuesday is my cleaning day, my shower help day, and I will be doing laundry tomorrow since this weekend has been full of relaxation and the laundry room was filled with tenants doing laundry yesterday morning and I do not like to have a lot of people around me when I am doing my laundry. We need more laundry machines but where in the world would we put them.

Time has come to say good night and God bless!

9:34 p.m.

I am planning on retiring to bed at 10 p.m. tonight. I am not tired but I do have to get myself back on track with my sleeping pattern. I have gone to bed late lately and that can not be happening like it has been. The weather was nice today — very nice actually — but now my allergies are kicking in and by morning, they are going to be flared up by morning. ARRRG! I will be okay, though. I am going to be off balance a bit that’s all. If my television show is not over by 10 p.m., I am going to stop it and watch the rest of it tomorrow.

4:50 p.m.

I want to pick up a bit but I am once again … procrastinating – one of the things I feel I am very well at doing. Maybe I will do some picking up AFTER “Stranger With My face”. I should do some picking up around here. I had my shower earlier, did some research online for a neighbor friend, and then did what i do best … being lazy, lol. No more being lazy. I am going to do some picking up around here. The mess that I have created the past couple of days now is getting to me. Depression has left me YAY! I aim feeling a little bit better. The sun is still outside. I am even going to open up my living room windows to let a breeze in. It is cool outside today. I am definitely waiting for the summer to end where coolness is more apt to come once Fall plays into our lives here. I am looking forward to picking things up a bit. This place needs it … to keep me sane.

3:11 p.m.

My neighbor friend is gone for the weekend so I am looking in on her cat and all is fine with Oreo. We got along for the most part and once things were set to go back home on the third floor, I left with no hesitation. Oreo is my neighbor friend’s cat and so I do not push too much with her. If I am able to pet Oreo at least one time, that is pretty good in my book. Anyway, my neighbor friend will be back tomorrow. Yay! Oreo will be a happy cat again. Oreo is VERY independent and a different type of cat. She reminds me of Bing and Emilee mixed into one cat as far as Oreo’s temperament is concerned. I do love Oreo though. I love cats.

I am here at home on a sunny Sunday. Yep, the sun is shining today. YAY! I have been looking forward to it for a couple of days now. The rainy weather has been depressing and depression has really hit kind of hard the past few days. I personally thought I was going to crack under the pressure of the cloudy weather but the sun has saved the day today. I woke up at 9 a.m. this morning with the sun shining into the bedroom with a yellow/orangish glow that made me smile with joy and happiness. Even Bing was chipper and happy this morning too. Depression seems to have lifted to a bearable standard and happiness is in the book once again. I feel I have gained my composure back. Whew.

Today is just another ordinary Sunday for me. I have decided to take today — like yesterday — a movie day to some degree. I have recorded some movies on LMN yesterday that I have not watched yet so I am catching up on my movies. “Wind Chill” is the movie I am watching right now — almost finished. Talk about horrific and amazing! The movie, strangely enough will have to be watched again to understand it because I totally lost myself in another whirlwind of thought comparing it to the movie. It is spooky to some aspect but confusing and a movie I would have to see again when I am more able to understand. It is about two college students heading home for the holidays and get stranded in the cold weather when the fellow driver takes a shortcut and ends up getting hit by another vehicle and the two college students end up having strange and bizzare things happen around them. One of the students does die while the other student does find shelter at the very end at a gas station. That is what I understand of the movie. Hmmm… It is over now. Done. Now I am going to watch “Stranger with My Face” again since I liked it so much yesterday.

This is my Sunday. More later…

Thoughts of the Day

Today had awakened early — no sleeping in… YAY! Today was a fairly quiet day for me. Been watching movies all day long on LMN. I am watching one of my favorite actresses Alexz Johnson from television programs on Disney and Noggin. The movies I have watched today is “Devil’s Diary and “Stranger With My Face”. Spooky movies to some degree. Good movies, though. I love spooky movies once in a while but not everyday — thankfully. Anyway… I took the day and considered it a movie day all day long and I have enjoyed it. Took a nap, a quick on to rejuvenate myself from sleep I did not get the other night. I am just getting very tired of the rainy weather we have been having for a few days now. I hope, from the weather update, we are expecting a mostly sunny day tomorrow. Maybe now I can get some happiness in myself once again that will rejuvenate my system once again. Days without sun really gets to me from time to time. I am not my happy, go lucky self then. It is amazingly strange but very true. I am excited to have the sun back. I hate cloudy days especially when it is excessive and too many days in one week. It does get a little depressing and I am a little down right now. School will resume on Tuesday for me and that will be six weeks of hard studies once again. I believe this past week has been a wonderful vacation but I believe boredom has been here and there through my days but I do have to admit that I have enjoyed the relaxation and break. Otherwise I am okay. I think so anyway.

12:45 p.m.

I am awake but I feel so not awake here. I had a hard time getting to sleep last night. I do wonder if it had anything to do with the movie I was watching last night after all, lol. I doubt it though. I just had an adrenaline rush last night — a second wind come and keep me going. My shower gal will be here shortly — ten or so minutes to be exact. Yep, I have her coming today like every Friday but I also have another person coming this afternoon as well to visit Bing. Bing’s Aunt KW is coming. RIght now, until company comes, I am watching “Freedom Writers” starring Hilary Swank. It is VERY good! I love it. It is about a teacher working in a tough California school who gets her students to write in journals. From what I understand, it is based on a true story. It is REAL GOOD! I also am a fan of Hilary Swank, too. Anyway, today, despite how I feel — not awake — I am having a fairly good day. I just personally wish that the rainy weather would just dissipate and go away for awhile — a few days anyway. I want the sunshine back! I am okay otherwise. I am always okay!!

12:34 a.m.

Bedtime has not rolled around yet. As a matter of fact, about a half an hour ago now I thought our fire alarm was going off in the building so I scrambled about the apartment trying to get a hold of Bing but was very unsuccessful. In the process I prayed very hard that if there was a fire, I would be saved — along with Bing — and we would not perish in a fire. I called a neighbor, a good friend of mine, and asked him if the fire alarm was going off earlier and learned that it was not the fire alarm but a neighbor had an accident in his apartment. Ouch! I feel for the neighbor. Hope he is okay. Apparently that is the noise I may have heard earlier in the evening but thought it was someone downstairs making noise in his or her apartment. Now I feel so foolish but then again … I feel okay now. I hope my neighbor, my next door neighbor, is going to be okay. Apparently he had fallen off the counter and hit his head someplace. ØUCH! I am here now because bed time has not rolled around yet but plan to after this television show on Syfy is over. I am up VERY late and I do need to get to bed shortly. I have a big day today in the afternoon. I am going to say good night. I wonder if I am going to be able to sleep well tonight — but I have a feeling I am going to be having a rough day today when I finally start it. I am going to say good night.