I have let my apartment go a little bit here. I have a lot of work to do in my apartment once again. It is not like me to let things go. It is lived in for the most part but I need to work on it some more to keep it up, clean, and maintained now. I have to get myself out of this rut I have put myself into. Yes, I have canceled several of my cleaning visits with my living skills coordinator but I have decided no longer to do that as my LSC is here to help me and not make me feel stupid or dumb whatsoever. This is my world, yes, but I need to keep up with my place. I am going to get myself out of this rut of mine starting today.