Words Do Hurt

Honestly, don’t people have better things to do other than say things that can hurt someone? Honestly, if our former manager was here today I believe very well what was said would not have been said. Some people around here are two-faced people and trusting someone is not easy around here. I swear that some people around here need to get lives and move on out of here where they belong because honestly some people do not belong here. I may be some kindhearted soul that wears her heart on her sleeve for the most part so when a dear friend of mine is being talked about, my heart just aches and I just want to cry my eyes out until no more tears come out. Some people are just downright mean and do not care if feelings are hurt and here I was on Thursday sharing Thanksgiving dinner with that someone as well. Honestly! People need to get lives around here. I have had it and I just wanted to go downstairs and be a part of conversation without a hitch but it turned out to be a hitch was involved. Coffee and donut time has become a time of something other than gossip and rumors being spread about! Honestly, I am sick of it. I am so glad I have my apartment — my safety place with my good ol’ cat Bing Crosby!

What Else Can I Say Today?

Earlier today I had kind of vented a bit and I feel I went off in a tangent somewhat but I think I needed to in order to get something off my mind before it ate me alive inside. Anyway, today at home, which it was spent the rest of the day here at home with Bing, my phone has rung off the hook since I had awakened this morning and honestly my head is about to pop if my phone rings anytime soon, lol. It has been ringing off the hook all weekend long and honestly I have found myself not in the real talking mode lately with some people. That’s okay…that is just a part of me that still feels a little sheltered from the outside world of where I live and this is where I plan to stay no matter if I say I want out of here so bad or the other tenants can up and move themselves. Some people just thrive on hurting others and that kills my ol’ heart of kindness for some people now-a-days.

This morning, other than what was shared this morning earlier, I do have to mention that someone else was brought up today and honestly I want to wrangle this person by the neck and kick him out of this country where men HAVE to work to make a living and get food on their table instead of being such a lazy bum and bumming off of other people and taking advantage of people. Honestly some men make me so darn mad —- real mad — maybe I will turn into this green monster and find justice for everyone who deserves justice, lol. Bill Bixby played an awesome Incredible Hulk in my book. Would you believe that I screamed and cried every time the Incredible Hulk because I did not understand the story at the time it aired on TV in the 70′s? Yes, I was afraid of him. My brother had to tell me that the monster was just helping people find justice where injustice was found, and people were making him angry that made the character turn into the monster. The Incredible Hulk was a good creature by nature. Lou F was the Incredible Hulk and that was awesome! That is how I feel sometimes when people piss me off, that’s for sure. Oh well, that’s me, I guess.

One Final Thought

I personally thought I was going to be in bed and asleep by now but the sleepless feeling has crept in its evil doing on me for the moment, lol. I am okay…truly, and really. I have been reading a good book written by Mary Jane Clark titled “Lights Out Tonight” and the book is that good. As a matter of fact, when I had called the library on Wednesday to recheck when my books were due they were overdue but was able to renew the books I have been reading one final time before returning them and paying for the overdue, which I have not had in a long time now. Go figure that one out… Time had escaped me and it sure was embarrassing to find out that my books were overdue. I hate that actually. Anyway, the book is getting real good and I can not put the book down without fighting to open it again to read where I had left off from before. I just LOVE to read. Reading is a passion of mine and I have enjoyed reading ever since I was a grade school student and my first books I ever read was Ramona series written by an author I have temporarily forgot her name…was it Beverly Cleary? I do not remember right now since it is going to be midnight in a few minutes — twenty minutes or so from now anyway. Oh well.

Well, I am off to bed here shortly if bed is allowing me to stay still for a few minutes. Good night and God bless.