Has anyone made last minute plans in life? Think carefully and slowly before you answer this question because today was one of those days that I made plans with a friend at the last minute and did enjoy myself very much. Took a friend out to lunch at Ponderosa. Everything was fine except for the fact that ny steaks had to be redone three different times before they were edible, but by the third time, my steak was perfect. I even had to bring some of my steak home to have for breakfast or lunch tomorrow. Ponderosa still is my favorite restaurant, though. I do not know the manager personally but being a customer of Ponderosa for a long time, and I got to know the manager by going to Ponderosa often. Today he was not at work. He was at a conference in Florida … and he did not take me? LOL

After dinner, LS and I went to the bank to take care of some personal business and then we came home for the day. LS was going to come down to visit for a while but something came up to deter her from coming down to visit and that is okay with me. It is getting late anyway, and it is almost 3 hours past my bedtime. I did have company over for a while so I could see my Munchkin Bear for a while. Yep, Bear came up with my friend JT to visit. I need to take care of me, Bing, and my health now.

I had a fairly good day … cold outdoors but I did have a good day. I got away from my apartment for awhile anyway.

Oh yeah, before I forget, I had written a private entry earlier … not a friend’s only entry … I did write a “friend’s only” entry today as well, but that is not what I am talking about anyway. Without going into any detail at the moment I do have to admit that something was said earlier today that kind of got me thinking … JS thinks that I am mad at her because I have not called or sent her any text messages from my cell phone at all for a couple of days. To be honest with myself here, I am not mad at anyone. I just have a life outside now and I do not have a lot of time now that I am busy every week now. Hearing that someone thinks that I am mad at them from another person makes me wonder sometimes. I do have a life outside this building that does not include my friends on the inside anyway. My world is different nowo as well.

Okay, here’s the scoop. I am not political inclined here much as i have just become a little knowledgeable in politics recently … more so since I was 18 years old and my dad took me to my first voting booth. I do have to admit, that even with it being part of politics, the ranting and raving and downing the opponents running for office really bugs me to no end. When it comes to politics, don’t expect me to be debating any political issues with me at all period. In all honesty, I feel it is a waste of time or breath to slap your opponent in the face whether or not the allegations are true or not. Consider me the peacemaker or softhearted if you want. When it comes to politics, unless my voice can make a difference, I am one of those people who in politically behind the times. Funny? I believe there is nothing funny about politics in my book. I am one person, me, Kristi K, who is just becoming politically inclined. I am really new at this, seriously. It’s in all honesty in my way of thinking. No debating on this subject. What’s the use… I am not in any want to run for President myself or run in any public office myself.

I am fine emotionally … just a little niffed because of the fact that my rent check did not get cashed until today and it drove me crazy for the entire month from the 8th to today. What is wrong with people. The good thing is that I do have money in my account but honestly, what is wrong with the person who takes care of our rent checks after they leave the building. There are tenants here who find their checks bounce because they do not delete it from the checkbook after they write the check out. I have learned that the hard way a couple of years ago myself and that lesson was learned rather quickly … along with anxiety and other issues that came along the way. Living here has become a nightmare more so than anything else in my once happy home. I am so glad that I stay close to home these days now than ever. I do not trust many people anymore.

There is a party on the 15th of November and I do not want to go. I have my reasons and I do not feel comfortable with that group of “friends” anymore. If people think I am going to be alone … so be it … I’d rather be alone than with a bunch of people who are back stabbers and not trustworthy anyway. If I go to this birthday party, I have a feeling that something unpleasant is going to happen. Anyway, I can not go…have a family thing going on.

The sun is not shining today. Have to get ready to go to lunch with a friend to get out of here for a while.