July 13 – Evening Entry

Even though I did not go to bed until after midnight last night, I did sleep okay and did get up and do my laundry, my dishes, Bing’s litter box, showered and got into my pjs just fine. Today was one of those days I wished I did NOT have to do anything but my cleaning lady is coming tomorrow and I am free of her on Tuesday of this week because she had two off of work. She deserves a break, especially from me, lol. Anyway, I have stayed up late most of the weekend because I was having fun and it was the weekend for fun and enjoyment. Not much really went on today except what I have done so far … early rising tomorrow to get some more cleaning done before my cleaning lady comes. I think I laxed this weekend or this past week and it does not look that great right now. Did my stuff today and that is all that matters — requires a daily living abilities, that’s for sure. If I could be lazy more, I would, but life sitting at home is boring so work is top priority at this point. School is school and that is over now for a while. It has been a quiet weekend this weekend. I hardly ever hear from JS as much anymore because she has an interest in a man now and I hope that she and this man are going slow and not rushing it. I do wish her the best of luck with this man. He is someone of the nice nature anyway. I am glad that JS has found someone to care about. Less calls from her is something I will get used to but it is going to take some getting used to at a slow state of mine. I am glad for her, though, seriously. Jealous? Nope! I have been busy myself with new friends myself and I am doing just fine. My world is evolving nicely. God is with me all the time, too, and that is all that matters. If people think I am jealous of JS having a relationship with a man, those people better think again and get a life, seriously. I am my own person now and have been since January of this year with a few rocks in the path to get past and have gotten past with major or minor efforts. Life is not always a bowl of ripened cherries these days … never has been a bowl full of ripened cherries the last time I knew. There are always some bad cherries, too. Life is not a win-win life. Or is it?

I got to get going to bed here. Back to my schedule tonight I go and it is late. I am tired and ready for bed now. Bing is WAITING patiently here. See ya all tomorrow.

June 13 – Still Up Indeed

It is the weekend and this weekend is my weekend and I can and will do whatever I want, need, or wish. I won’t be a snob about or anything but it is my weekend to be with my cat Bing for the most part but later today I HAVE to do laundry before tomorrow for myself before my cleaning lady LB comes and helps me clean. My place is not a total disaster but it has seen better days in the recent past and I have been better at keeping up with my apartment even though I feel I have relaxed too much between last Tuesday, July 1 and today, June 13. Oops! Anyway, I have been super duper busy and I feel I have some money burning a hole in my pocket now and want to get a new vacuum cleaner and a few other things, and begin paying off my college loan/debt I start paying off in August. Why not get a month ahead … not much, though, just a month. I know I can do this and I plan to do it. I am excited too because I am now officially looking for work both alone and with help from my counselors at the Job Center. Our first meeting is Thursday, July 17 at 9:30 a.m. rain or shine. Am I nervous? Yes, of course but do not have much detail.

Anyway, it is midnight here and I am still up indeed. It is not because I can not sleep. I decided to make this Saturday, June 12, a movie day for myself I showered and dressed and give all the attention to Bing he wanted, and we had a lazy, fun day yesterday. It was fun and relaxing, and cool. No one called which I have found a little odd at first but I was okay with that. I had my privacy ALL day long. It was a good day yesterday and I am going to make the most of my Sunday all day today even though it is going to be cleaning for the most part of my plans and laundry. Got enough clothes and bed sheets to wash. When doing my laundry I can sit there and read a good book, and I am reading a good one right now —- just the name is not coming to mind even though I have read 3 chapters so far and having a darn time putting the book down to get to other things that need to be done. Honestly, I have such a life too easy sometimes, I think…I hope not anyway.

Well, anyway, it is only 12:30 a.m. and I have all day and evening to write more later. I have to go for now and get to bed. I am two hours past my bedtime and I kind of laxed on my routine yesterday. Back to my routine today no matter what. I have work to do.