July 5 #4

This being my last entry of the day. RB is gone now and our plans to get together tomorrow have changed to Monday. and that is okay. My body is tired for some reason … from the last couple of days of busy activity? I bet that is what it is. I can not even walk straight right now or stand up without toppling back down on my bottom on the bed or chair as if I am drunk or something, lol. Balance issues today!

Well … my living room picked up a bit more today, Bing’s hide houses are out and he is literally laying in it sleeping and enjoying his house. Honestly, Bing has been very much full of surprises these past few weeks since I have had my anti-depressant modified from 20 mgs to 40 mgs. It is like giving Bing the dose of medicine as well. I began to feel better and all of a sudden I changed my sleeping style overnight and he changed just as quickly into a playful cat of a younger age not 3 years old. What a surprise Bing is for me these days. What a wonderful cat he is. I have seen Bing happy, but not like this in the past month or so now. It is amazing. I do not know what i would do without him. He is special to me all over again, as if I just adopted him a month ago not in 2006. Amazing, huh?

Anyway, I have been up late for the past three nights in hopes to do what I wanted to do along with a few other things but not quite everything has been done yet. I am definitely okay, though. Come Monday I will be back on my regular schedule because I do have a busy week whether I go to Wal-Mart with RB and her husband J on Monday or not. I have two appointments this week and Thursday, whoo hoo, I will be going to Milwaukee again but this time to a Brewer game! I am excited about going, too!

I am not really sleepy right now so I am heading to my bedroom to read a while but I am going to say good night and God bless. See you all tomorrow.

My World In Private

I saw an old friend I have not seen for over a year. I did not have any contact with him whatsoever due to the problems that he was having emotionally and mentally, and the fact that our friendship was put on hold due to the fact that I had introduced him to another friend of mine and I personally still regret ever introducing him to this other friend. I’d rather continue to be friends with this one male friend more over than being friends with his once girlfriend or wife, or whoever she was to my male friend. This one girl friend of mine I would rather never see again after all the heartache and hardship she had given my friend. Anyway, seeing my male friend, after a whole year, on my 38th birthday, was worth my day. When he buzzed to be let in and I heard the name, I immediately ran to the elevator thinking he was riding it and here he pops up onto the third floor by using the stairs. Giving him a long deserved hug was worth every second of his visit and quick chat in my apartment. I temporarily forgot socks and slippers but at that moment I could have cared less if you know what I mean … I mean if you know what I mean. I have my one male friend back in my life now and I am feeling complete all over again. I did, at first, feel that I did something terribly wrong, but having seen my man friend again, I broke into the softness of my heart and let him back into my world once more. What a man and he is only a man friend … a very special man friend!