Honestly, I weirded it out this weekend, Saturday afternoon I can not quite explain. I felt like I was hysterical and feeling really strange in the head. I wish I could explain but I can’t!

It has been a while since I have been to our church in between Milton and Janesville but I am going today. We have a special speaker today and his name is Pastor Fox. He was one of my favorite Pastors when he was our Pastor a few years ago. My ride will pick me up shortly as I just realized now it is 9:48 a.m. and I have to finish getting ready shortly. My ride will be here in twenty to thirty minutes, lol. Time does fly by when you are checking your school website and getting some posts done there as well as looking at some diaries written here at DD. Have a good morning, every one. Sorry this is so short right now but I will be back later today or tomorrow. Love ya guys and Happy Sabbath to our Sabbath keepers/Seventh-day Adventists out there. God bless!

Today was one of those days I practically dreaded coming for some reason. Probably because of the fact that today is rainy and dreary, making my entire world a little dreary. I had awakened around 9:30 a.m. and spoke to the manager for a few minutes but I was so tired, as if I called her half asleep! We spoke for a couple of minutes and then hung up and I went back to sleep for twenty more minutes. Why did I call the manager when I was half asleep was beyond me but I did do it and I probably gave the manager a good laugh.

Not much is really going on right now. I just feel lazy and out of it. Our milk man, JC dropped by today after not getting a hold of me yesterday and I ordered my usual chocolate milk, sharp cheddar, swiss, and pepperjack cheeses. After he came and went, it turned out to be a fairly easy afternoon after that to point.

I do have to admit that I have not been writing my journal a lot but I have very little to say than saying nothing. I do not know what to think about today but I do have to admit that I will have to get to my homework assignment tomorrow for sure with no procrastination involved. This homework assignment I am speaking of is very involved and a lot of information involved. I think this week is going to be the toughest week I have faced so far, but I know I can do it if I got 100% for the first week and the second week in this class. I am still not sure how I am going to go about this assignment after I get done with the simulation portion of it. It is very involved and looks difficult but my critical thinking skills are on the move and heading upward. I want to do my best and my best alone without any glitches and those glitches better not exist. What a school world I live in today, huh? Not a boring life anyway.

Well, I better be going. I am getting tired again.

I do have to admit that when it comes to my place, it is my place, not JS’s or anyone else’s! Yesterday, JS had a little fit about the fact that I was clearing off the numbers and names off my phone on my temporary CID. This is my home and if I got snappy happy, it would not have been a very happy moment for me as well as for JS. I do not understand her since this in my home. I want to tell her, politely anyway, that this is my home and not hers and if she does not like what I am doing then she can leave. I do believe that JS has a lot of growing up to do yet! Her final day of being on probation is today and I do have to admit that her world is going to change dramatically after today because I have this feeling that she is going to get herself in big trouble again, yet. This is my home and not hers.

I do not know what to think. Why do I even bother coming to the library to spend an hour and a half on the computer to have it run slow or boot me off! It drives me crazy!!!! I have no idea what to think anymore. Anyway, my friends, JS and JR, and I are at the library and time is just about up with our limit on line. My friend JS is having a field day with the computer she is using being so slow…… On top of that, Yahoo 360 is giving me a hard time!!!! What is wrong with Yahoo 360 today?! I do not have the patience today. I hate having PMS moments even when I don’t have my period! Frustration has set in today and it is making me feel a little off emotionally to the point that anything could set me off if I am not careful. I am a time bomb about ready to go off!!! Maybe coming to the library was a very bad idea today! Who knows!

I am tired and ready to go to bed for the night. I had a fine night at choir practice…my abdomen got quite a workout tonight. I did not know I could sing! I really enjoy being in my church choir and be a special part of the Christmas program. I just wish that my parents were going to be around to see me sing among 62 others who are participating in the choir this year. We are singing the birth of Christ and the music is fairly difficult. I have not been in a choir since my junior year in high school so it has been twenty years since I have been in a choir. Being a participant of the church choir is something I have wanted in a few weeks and now have the opportunity today. I do have a singing voice but it just to be projected more so with more umph than it has had in the past twenty years, lol. Choir practice was absolutely fun tonight! Can you sing??

After the library JS, JR, and I ran a couple of errands before heading back home where JR stayed until 5 p.m. and JS stayed until 5:30 p.m. or so. I took the little bit of time after JS left to cool down after a big day out. I have choir practice in a while so I have to get ready to go and wait for my ride. I have been looking forward to choir practice since last week which was our first practice of 10 weeks before our special Christmas program on the 23rd of December. Looks like I will be going up to Gays Mills again for Christmas again. What is happening to my traditional Christmas?? It is definitely getting filled with activity, joys, and life. I wonder my world is going to be like in the working around again … busy as always, right? Right.

I do not know what I am going to be doing when I get home from choir practice. I am tired and cannot stand up so well right now, lol, but I will be fine as always.

Today I have been feeling very sleepy and tired … today was a day of rest and sleep. I just felt out of it. Having my period does not help matters really. I wish I could stay up late tonight and get some school work done but I decided to do a couple of discussion questions this afternoon when I was awake enough and go at that as my day at school today. My world is just a sleepy world today…but I am okay.

I do have to admit that school has been going well and it is still awesome but I am on the road to the end now and I am happy to be walking down that road today. I am definitely ready for school to be done and over with now. I do love my GEN480 class very much. The instructor for the class is very good and I like him very much. We are in our third week of GEN480 now and I do have to admit that this week’s homework assignment is in depth and very complicated right now but I will fair and do just fine. I have to get past the anxiousness right now but I plan to get to the assignment Friday or Saturday or Saturday all day long after church, if I get a ride to church this weekend. I will post my homework assignment after it gets turned in and graded. It is a very important assignment. More later. I have a very busy work week at school.

I do have to admit that school has been going well and it is still awesome but I am on the road to the end now and I am happy to be walking down that road today. I am definitely ready for school to be done and over with now. I do love my GEN480 class very much. The instructor for the class is very good and I like him very much. We are in our third week of GEN480 now and I do have to admit that this week’s homework assignment is in depth and very complicated right now but I will fair and do just fine. I have to get past the anxiousness right now but I plan to get to the assignment Friday or Saturday or Saturday all day long after church, if I get a ride to church this weekend. I will post my homework assignment after it gets turned in and graded. It is a very important assignment. More later. I have a very busy work week at school.