A Quickie

Starting tomorrow, I will be returning back to DD but I miight always write in my journal on the same day. I will be writing in my journal on a daily basis and inputing the information on a later date. I have not been here for a while because I have been busy with my educational endeavors and my personal life that writing in my journal here at DD has been put on hold. However, if any of you have a yahoo address or a yahoo account, you can find me at Yahoo 360 with my user name being kristimary70. I do know for a FACT that if I have something very personal to write about, I will write it here and NOT at Yahoo 360 for personal reasons of protecting my friends and family, and my journal entries here at that time will be for my friends only. If I write something very personal and wish not to have anyone see it, it will not be readable to any of my DD, but I still love all of my friends. Please take note of the changes and remember I am kristimary70 at Yahoo 360. I also be assured that I am doing just fine and with winter coming just around the corner, my entries will be sporatic but most of them readable so please do not leave me. I have comfort and security with all of you. Thanks!! I love ya guys very much!

Today

Once again I know it has been a while since I had written but the month of August was not the greatest month I experienced. It was an emotional month for me and believe me, I think I am still having some side affects from the emotional turmoil I felt last month. Today I feel a little paranoid for some reason and it is all because of a tenant meeting that is going to be taking place at 5 p.m. this evening. It seems like these tenant meetings turn into “bitch” sessions among tenants because of the fact that they just do not get along with everyone. What is happening to people in today’s world? Satan is getting a hold of many of them and turning them against God for those who believe in Him. I also feel that God is very powerful and He knows what He is doing and why he is doing what he is doing but sometimes I do wonder if I am falling down so much because I am not relying on God everyday like I once did. I do not remember the last time I went to church with my friend PK and I know I should be going, and living at TM has not been the greatest until three months ago when we got our new management and maintenance person in June. However, I have been attending church on Sundays with friends of mine but yet I did not go much last month either or this past weekend. I do have to admit that I have down and anxious about a lot of things. The tenants who live here now have made me realize that trust is a big issue and I do not trust many tenants here anymore. The tenants I do trust are JS, the manager and her husband, and JS’s parents. That is only one tenant in this building I can fully trust.