For the past few days now since I have been writing off and on in my journal and going to a friend’s journal, DD has been taking its time to load its pages. Why is that? Are there a lot of people on at the same time or is it my server being slow?? Oh well! Life seems to be living very slowly lately and I just do not know what to do with my slow life right now except live my life I do have and mind my own business. So what if DD is being slow loading its pages right now … I have been coming and going here for a long time now and who knows what my schedule will be like in a couple of days in my new class that starts on Tuesday morning.
I just want to scream and cry! Today has been on heck of an emotional day for me. I do know that I cried a little bit today because I felt the tears come to my eyes and roll down my cheeks. I just do not understand some people and those some people seem to not have respect for other people sometimes and that makes me want to strangle some necks. This morning at coffee time I do have to admit that I wanted to tell someone to shut up and strangle her neck because another someone was not having coffee with us (I did not have any coffee) was not there to defend himself. Also, another someone came into the coffee time complaining about a certain veternarian, the very veternarian I go to along with my friend JS, how he feel he got ripped off and was not going to be paying $200 to have his dog spayed. I have called around and found out that the cost of spaying or nuetering an animal (dog or cat) is practically $200 everyone. I just do not understand people and their little problems anymore. I just want to cry and scream just to get it out of my system but can’t because this is an apartment complex of sleeping people right now and if I screamed at the top of my lungs, a lot of people will wonder what in the world is wrong with me … my bedroom window open and I do not want to ruff my downstairs neighbor’s feather tonight or any night. I just want to cry and scream when crying is definitely been going on for the past few hours off and on. I wish life was not so hard sometimes.