Today was one of those days that just seemed to be another lazy day for me. My neck still aches but not as bad as it did yesterday. Slept on my neck wrong the other night andit still aches. Must have a crick in the neck, hey?! OUCH!

Afternoon Thoughts

Not much is going on right now here. Had our tenant meeting in our newly furbished community room, but not all the tenants were at the meeting as they were requested and asked to be there. No one seems to take “mandatory” seriously anymore. What is wrong with people? Anyway, with the meeting now done and over with, I do not expect anything new to creep up that is already known by many of the tenants here, but I do have to admit that with some changes happening in the future, is not going to please many other tenants. We shall see now what the next two weeks will bring for us tenants living here.

Ksmiley’s Morning Entry

Today is one of those days I do not know what is going to happen just yet and I have a feeling that this morning’s “tenant meeting” is not going to be all pretty. The “Tenant Meetings” always seem to turn into bitching sesssions at the end and then they never seem to end. With all the crap that has been going on here at TM has been nothing but raw emotion after another, and that is just not a good thing. I usually do not use words like the words I have used here unless my emotions have been played with by the wrong people and there has been raw emotion in my life as well as other tenants around here. My thinking is why can’t people just get along like one big happy family but my thinking is only a dream that will never come true in this day and age. Honestly, TM has become an unpleasant place to live in and I can not move because I would not have a place to go so here I am, flaws and all, sticking to this unpleassant place to the very end. I am going to take Kaliko88′s advice and stay away from people for a while — after the tenant meeting that is.

Ok, here it goes … there has been a lot of things going on around me that a lot of tears have been shed and emotions have been going in every direction. I surely do not know how much more I can take of all the drama that has been at our building where I live anymore because, of course, I am a part of the drama according to the onsite manager that has been let go of her position a couple of weeks ago. I am one person who likes to stay neutral in things and not having the feeling of taking sides or siding with one or the other. I did not sign a petition that went around the building and because I did not sign it, the onsite manager who has been let go of her position had gotten all upset and is now making me feel that I have been black balled and power play is going on. Even the neighbor below me has been nasty and mean to me and has caused some rift between us to the point that it will never be the same between us anymore. All the drama that has been going on around our buildiong has caused many tears to be shed, anger to play its mightiness that is still playing all around me. Even fear, unfortunately, has been playing its nasty game with me. I have not slept very well for the past few days and finally sleep has caught up with me last night. Even having a bad cold, which is not mostly gone now, has given me its nasty play as well. I do not know how much more I can take anymore!!!!!

Ok, here it goes … there has been a lot of things going on around me that a lot of tears have been shed and emotions have been going in every direction. I surely do not know how much more I can take of all the drama that has been at our building where I live anymore because, of course, I am a part of the drama according to the onsite manager that has been let go of her position a couple of weeks ago. I am one person who likes to stay neutral in things and not having the feeling of taking sides or siding with one or the other. I did not sign a petition that went around the building and because I did not sign it, the onsite manager who has been let go of her position had gotten all upset and is now making me feel that I have been black balled and power play is going on. Even the neighbor below me has been nasty and mean to me and has caused some rift between us to the point that it will never be the same between us anymore. All the drama that has been going on around our buildiong has caused many tears to be shed, anger to play its mightiness that is still playing all around me. Even fear, unfortunately, has been playing its nasty game with me. I have not slept very well for the past few days and finally sleep has caught up with me last night. Even having a bad cold, which is not mostly gone now, has given me its nasty play as well. I do not know how much more I can take anymore!!!!!

Well my friends…last night I had learned that I had Osteoporosis. No fret though. It runs in the family and I take steroids that can cause Osteoporosis. Unfortunately I am just experiencing at an earlier age than most family members because of taking Prednisone and have for the past 20 years yet just about. I will be starting a medication called Actonel – one of the most popular medications advertized on television these days along with Boniva. At my age of 36, I never thought of having Osteoporosis, but I do … glad to be taking something to better it anyway. I do have this thought and question racing in my head right now… What’s next? LOL…

It is one of those days that if something is said just right or a tone of voice is changed, I will feel like someone who has gotten slapped and I will walk away from that person. Yes, something was said to me by someone who SHOULD HAVE KEPT HER MOUTH SHUT!