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Thank you so much, ladies, for your comments at my last diary entry. I did sleep well last night and I am dealing with cold-like symptoms. I know now where my tiredness came from now and believe, I still had some difficulty functioning a little bit today. I am going to be going to bed shortly myself as it is going on 11 p.m. here now and I am wanting to have a good night’s rest so I can function physcially tomorrow as well as mentally so I can work on my homework that is due this Sunday and Monday for class. I will report back tomorrow.
The End of My Day
I have company over right now. JR left about an hour ago. JS is still here visiting. LS came by a while ago to visit for a while as well. Even though I have had difficulty walking with a cane, I did have a fairly good day today getting out to the library and out to eat at Ponderosa. We ate at Ponderosa today.
I am still feeling very tired today but bed time is soon to come, YEAH! NO NAPS TODAY!
I am home now from being at the library and going out to eat at Ponderosa with my two friends JS and JR. Honestly, if I was not having troubles moving about with my cane while out of the house. I felt like my legs are rubbery, lol.
I had awakened feeling refreshed from having a good sleep after such a hard time sleeping in the past few days. Now, a short time later, about four hours or so, feeling tired and wanting to put my head down and go to sleep. If I don’t, any time today, I bet I will sleep well tonight!
Despite the fact that I feel tired, I am out and about with my friends JR and JS at the library and then we are going to get a bite to eat.
My Day Today
Today was not a bad day at all. I was relaxed and comfortable all day long, along with getting some final homework done for the first week of my class was finished before 9 p.m. CST. I feel I had a lazy-like, comfortable day at home. I just didn’t feel like doing much of anything even though I did do my dishes, cleaned off my kitchen table, made my bed, and picked up some stuff on the floor. I also had a little bit of company in the morning and before noon and then after lunch my friend JS for the day and evening. We watched and listened to television programs recorded at an earlier time.
Today did not go as planned but what was done today was just fine by me with no complaints. I was planning on going to the Job Center about three blocks away from my place but my friend JS did not feel well right away due to a headache. In hopes that this plan to go to the Job Center is on Tuesday with JS, I would make sure these plans are not squashed this time around because plans to go to the Job Center twice this week now … so I hope I am not disappointed again Tuesday.
Anyway, after JS was feeling better she came up to stay with me until 10 p.m. and we had a good time. We also babysat a neighbor’s dog, Jenny, this evening so our neighbor could go to Madison to the Monster Truck Show. Jenny was a good dog most of the time. You should have seen Bing, my cat, and Jenny, neighbor’s dog, play and stare each other down. It was cute and funny. I have never seen a cat get along with a dog for so long but when I saw Bing getting along with Jenny, I was highly impressed and grateful in my heart.
I went down to a neighbor’s apartment for supper tonight of friend salmon patties, creamed corn, rolls, and sparkling cider. We watched a good movie together while we ate and visited. Oh yes, I FORGOT, we also had chocolate pudding …. YUMMY!
With Company Gone Now
I am able to have my house back now and have time for myself even though today was not a day to be alone emotionally. As of today I had found out why it was so hard for me to be alone this past so I am learning that being a woman is not easy for me and many women! Sometimes I wonder!
I will be retiring to bed shortly. I hope my Saturday is a pleasant one…since I am not going to attend church Saturday at the moment due to transportation problems.
My cleaning gal, LB came by today and was impressed with my housekeeping upkeep for the past two weeks. I do have to admit that I had gotten up early this morning to begin some of my housekeeping upkeep so when Lisa came, it was a short visit for her. We did get a lot done today when she arrived. We had taken trash out, swept the bathroom and kitchen floors as well as mopping the kitchen floor, vacuuming the living room and rug now placed in the hallway of my apartment. After that LB had left to go to another client’s apartment to help her clean her place. Oh yeah, LB also straightened out my CD and video shelf as it was a little in need of restacking items, lol. It looks great now. All of Bing’s toys are in the bedroom now so during the day he can play and sleep in the bedroom and have his space. Even my bed was made before LB stopped by to work as well as the dishes and cleaning of the kitchen counters. All is good in my housekeeping upkeep every week. It is a bummer that LB is not going to be here next Tuesday! Phooey! We need to attack the bedroom and go through some boxes my mom and her husband dropped off this past August 2006. I guess we will get to that sometime next month.
Counseling With PS This Afternoon
I had a counseling appointment with my counselor at Genesis Counseling Center this afternoon. My counselor PS and I talked about what I had learned on Sunday early afternoon, my educational goals, schooling/classes, and life in general. To give a little synopsis of what happened on Sunday (what I had found out), I had learned that my confiding my feelings to a friend, who is JS, was broken when I had learned that she had broken confidentiality to another tenant here at TM. At the time I had learned of what happened, my thoughts were racing on why did JS do what she did.
JS and I Are Okay
I was deeply hurt by what JS did … yes but JS and I are ok.
I am getting tired now and it is 11:30 p.m.. I am going to bed shortly.
Class Ends Tonight! Mixed Feelings!!
I am finishing up my homework right now as Intermediate Accounting I ends tonight at 11:59 p.m. I am having mixed feelings right now because I really enjoy the professor teaching the class as well as the students in the class with me. Right now, with those mixed feelings playing their wonderful and ugly game, I do have to admit that despite my feelings, we have to move on. I just wish that I could be easily distracted at the moment but I have to wait until after I get everything handed in … in a short while. I won’t be back until tomorrow now. I need to get back to class and hand in my assignments before I forget!
My weekend has been pretty good and busy. I have not for a while again, not been sleeping well at night by not being able to get to sleep before midnight once again. I do not know what is causing my sleepless nights before midnight but I surely can tell you that my world in the morning has been getting up at 8 a.m. or a little bit later despite the hours of sleep I have missed. I am functioning normally and being wide awake. What a world I live in!